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Post 41

Evoot - Back in Black!!


i aint an attention seeker if that wat ur implying....... smiley - sadface

hmmm


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Post 42

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

What I'm saying is you don't respond to any form of constructive critism or advice...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 43

Evoot - Back in Black!!



i dont feel upto it alot cos i feel smiley - sadface alot.... and itd prob get me feeling worse... cos i never forget things and stuffsmiley - sadface

u been upto owt?


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Post 44

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Apart from trying to get my doctors to do something, not alot... It takes alot of fighting to get them to do something, it's very stressful... But if I'm going to get better and have a better quality of life the fight has to go on... I've even been considering getting one of the metal healthj advocacy groups involved they've been giving such patronising and condesending crap...

You need to be hard on yourself hun... push yourself to better things..

smiley - peacedove


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Post 45

Evoot - Back in Black!!


awww poorseee u, welll i hope u get want u want eventually and it helps way u want it ....

i dont whether to care wanting better meself sumtimes... cos i dont have alife neway so..... so even if i did get less unhappy/depressive i wud have nowt to come back too... i have no real life mates, nothing so... dunno whether its worth itsmiley - sadfacesmiley - sadfacesmiley - cry


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Post 46

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Sometimes I can't see the point in going hun... but that's a luxary that I battle not to allow myself... There's nothing beyond Death... once you've killed yourself there is nothing better on the other side... That's why we have to fight for a life... have to fight for something better... have to earn something good...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 47

Evoot - Back in Black!!


aww rite, well im glad ur doing sumthing about it.... i really really do hope it helps hugely in ur life and makes u slightly happier ..

as for me..... i have nowt to earn thats good even if i did bother so.... dont see ne point... i prefer to be dead so muchsmiley - wah
im being honestsmiley - sadface


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Post 48

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I know you're being honest hun... But there must be a reason why you have already killed yourself... There must be an idea in your head of what life should be like for you o be so disatisfied with what you have...

Learn to be a good friend by learning to respect yourself...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 49

Evoot - Back in Black!!


i know wat i want my life to be like, the life i have is nothing like it watsoever...complete opposite and i cant take it.... its slowly killing me inside... its true...smiley - cry

i feel even worse now too cos am currently on me own and i hate it severely loadssmiley - wah

i will never respect or like myself cos theres is nowt to like about mesmiley - sadface


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Post 50

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

If you know what you want life to be like why don't you fight for it? You have no excuse to complain that you don't like your life if you are unwilling to fight for something better...

If your not prepared to change yourself and think differently then you'll never have anyone...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 51

Evoot - Back in Black!!


i never had nothing or anyone anyway... life hates me and always will .....

im better off ...well..... not saying


smiley - wah


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Post 52

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

smiley - cuddle

smiley - peacedove


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Post 53

Evoot - Back in Black!!


taaa for cuddle sweetie

i need more of them really cos ive never been cuddled, sob sobsmiley - wah i feel sooooo unwanted.... smiley - sadface

smiley - cuddle back for u


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Post 54

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Cuddles are nice...smiley - cuddle
You really need to find some support to get you thinking in a different way...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 55

Evoot - Back in Black!!


i know.... i need more cuddles bad, then i wud prob feel more liked and bit happier then...smiley - sadfacesmiley - sadface

yeah? doubt i can and if its i care nemore....smiley - wah


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Post 56

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Well look no-one I know dislikes you... It's just a negative self image that you need to combat... It's hard but it is worth it...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 57

Evoot - Back in Black!!


if they did like me... then i wish they wud prove it to me, then i know properly like...... smiley - sadface... i prefer fact not opinions like....

ive never liked meself once in 18 years so..... smiley - sadface

smiley - cuddle x


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Post 58

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Like I said no-one I know dilikes you... that's not an opinion it's the way it is...
The best way to be a good friend to someone is to learn to like yourself...
You do have talents and interests... focus on those as a place to start liking yourself from... talk about those rather than your self-loathing...

smiley - peacedove


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Post 59

Evoot - Back in Black!!


yeah? me dunnnosmiley - sadface

i dont have much talents at all, am jus some stupid thingsmiley - sadface

awww well....


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Post 60

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Don't give that BS...
You do have talents...!

How are you in general?
smiley - peacedove


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