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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 26, 2003
i dont feel upto it alot cos i feel alot.... and itd prob get me feeling worse... cos i never forget things and stuff
u been upto owt?
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 26, 2003
Apart from trying to get my doctors to do something, not alot... It takes alot of fighting to get them to do something, it's very stressful... But if I'm going to get better and have a better quality of life the fight has to go on... I've even been considering getting one of the metal healthj advocacy groups involved they've been giving such patronising and condesending crap...
You need to be hard on yourself hun... push yourself to better things..
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 26, 2003
awww poorseee u, welll i hope u get want u want eventually and it helps way u want it ....
i dont whether to care wanting better meself sumtimes... cos i dont have alife neway so..... so even if i did get less unhappy/depressive i wud have nowt to come back too... i have no real life mates, nothing so... dunno whether its worth it
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 26, 2003
Sometimes I can't see the point in going hun... but that's a luxary that I battle not to allow myself... There's nothing beyond Death... once you've killed yourself there is nothing better on the other side... That's why we have to fight for a life... have to fight for something better... have to earn something good...
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 26, 2003
aww rite, well im glad ur doing sumthing about it.... i really really do hope it helps hugely in ur life and makes u slightly happier ..
as for me..... i have nowt to earn thats good even if i did bother so.... dont see ne point... i prefer to be dead so much
im being honest
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 26, 2003
I know you're being honest hun... But there must be a reason why you have already killed yourself... There must be an idea in your head of what life should be like for you o be so disatisfied with what you have...
Learn to be a good friend by learning to respect yourself...
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 26, 2003
i know wat i want my life to be like, the life i have is nothing like it watsoever...complete opposite and i cant take it.... its slowly killing me inside... its true...
i feel even worse now too cos am currently on me own and i hate it severely loads
i will never respect or like myself cos theres is nowt to like about me
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 26, 2003
If you know what you want life to be like why don't you fight for it? You have no excuse to complain that you don't like your life if you are unwilling to fight for something better...
If your not prepared to change yourself and think differently then you'll never have anyone...
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 26, 2003
i never had nothing or anyone anyway... life hates me and always will .....
im better off ...well..... not saying
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 27, 2003
taaa for cuddle sweetie
i need more of them really cos ive never been cuddled, sob sob i feel sooooo unwanted....
back for u
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 27, 2003
i know.... i need more cuddles bad, then i wud prob feel more liked and bit happier then...
yeah? doubt i can and if its i care nemore....
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 27, 2003
Well look no-one I know dislikes you... It's just a negative self image that you need to combat... It's hard but it is worth it...
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Evoot - Back in Black!! Posted Jul 28, 2003
if they did like me... then i wish they wud prove it to me, then i know properly like...... ... i prefer fact not opinions like....
ive never liked meself once in 18 years so.....
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Jul 28, 2003
Like I said no-one I know dilikes you... that's not an opinion it's the way it is...
The best way to be a good friend to someone is to learn to like yourself...
You do have talents and interests... focus on those as a place to start liking yourself from... talk about those rather than your self-loathing...
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