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Loss of Faith

Hey...
I'm not very talkative at the moment, I've lost my faith. Not all of it you see. I dont know where its hiding. If you find it send it to Dragons Postbox 666. I was in science today and God cropped up. Well hes supposed to be every where but I hadnt noticed him untill then. He scares me. My science teacher belives in him (I thought that was impossible) anyway. I realised that god isnt my kind of thing. Oh sure, he comes to dinner parties, but I never see him and it becomes kind of hard keeping that kind of relationship up.
I used to belive in god. Whole heartedly. Its just I keep having to make excuses for him and his book. Im tired of it. I have known for a long time that the only reason I belive in him was because I grew up with him. He was in the houshold, in school, after school. Its kind of hard to dispute a thing thats part of youre every day life. Well I knew that was the reason, until a year ago. I contemplated death. Yes, I know I was only 12 years old, to young to even consider death. But it was then that I realised how scared I was of just dying out and no one remembering me. From then on thats why I belived in god. Because I didnt want to die and there be nothing left of me.
Lately I have been reading "The Samon of Doubt", by Douglas Adams. It made me think. Not at the time, I was laughing to hard at the jokes, but know... I dont know. Will I ever find god? By then will it be to late. I hope DNA is up there somewhere shouting down the answer at us. To bad we cant hear him...

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Latest reply: Aug 29, 2002

Jaks Can't Keep Secrets

I was contemplating the meaning of life yesterday, and saw something that shock me to the depths of my soul! Hungry Jaks were saying there secret is out, (and heres the bad part) that their chicken burgers are grilled. Now for you over there in America and the likes, Hungry Jacks is Burger King with a weird name. Now this thought that spun through my mind was the immpossible fact that there grilling chicken was a secret. It wasnt! They wrote GRILLED CHICKEN in big capital letters on the top. I mean come on, dont give me that. Its not a secret, give it up! I mean at least KFC can keep their secret. So they happen to tell that to everyone and just throw it in their face, but its still a secret in the normal scence. So if youre out their Jaks, OK, you can't keep a secret, we dont care (we just wont be telling you our crushes any time soon), just dont pretend. OK?

SORRY, if you have read this far, I am very proud of you. You just have wasted a minute of your time. Untold seconds have been wasted reading my whining when you could have been eating, sleeping or solving world starvation in third world contries. Thank you!

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