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Thursday 4 April
Posted Apr 4, 2002
Wow, nearly 2 weeks since I last wrote in my journal. It's not as if nothing has been happening, it's been because I've been absolutely plastered!
At work we have been given a date that the office closes, so everyone is leaving, but that leaves the rest of us with mountainous amounts of work 
. It's too much, I'm getting tired of it all now.....
Emotions are riding quite high as well, for about 2 or even 3 days, I'm as happy as larry, the next 3 or 4 I'm soo down that I don't know what to do with myself. I look in the mirror and see an ageing hippy still wearing clothes she bought in her early 20's - how sad is that.... I know that you are only the age you feel, but when I see those crows feet I can't help it. Guess which day it is today!
Thought I would try to see things from a different perspective, but things didn't look better through beer glasses. You have to get sober and deal with the nasty things and people in life, I'm just not ready for that yet......
Here I go again, self pity is the most unattractive thing.
Louise
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Saturday 23rd March
Posted Mar 23, 2002
I feel like I'm walking on a tightrope - one little push could see me crashing to the ground, but with a little help, I could make it to the other side.
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Friday 22 March
Posted Mar 22, 2002
Loneliness is the worst feeling in the world, it crushes your ego, makes you feel unwanted and it can destroy your lust for life.
How are you supposed to deal with it? It's not 'that' easy to make friends, it's hard for a woman to walk into a bar and just start chatting. Rejection does play a part as well.......
Lonelyness and rejection - two of the most horrid words in the English language.
I hope to be on an even keel soon - the sooner the better?
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Thursday 21 March
Posted Mar 21, 2002
Why can't there be a constant?
Up and down like a frigging yoyo!
Life should calm down a bit...... just for a wee while, just until I can get off anyway.
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