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February 28

Well today is another day. I woke up this morning while the sun was riseing over the water and noticed that the ice is beginning to recede. The deep freeze of -24C at night seems to be leaving Southern Ontario. Today is supposed to reach a high of -7C I may even set out on a trail today to try to clear my thoughts. My brain is very muddled at the moment. Sitting at my quilt frame may be a solace or relaxation exercise but on the flip side, It gives me too much time to think. Sometimes, thinking isn't a good thing. Perhaps I'll take my 35M camera and take photos of the last scenes of what has been a very long winter.

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February 24, 2003

My best friend, Lover, Confidant has Leukemia. Yesterday, he bottomed out and was taken by ambulance to the nearest Cancer centre. He's home again-refused to stay- and very ill. I tell myself to take each day as it comes but it is becomeing increasingly difficult to live up to nthat stupid philosophy. I'm torn between the emotional upheaval of a Manic Deppresive daughter and the needs of a dieing soulmate. Peter is dieing, my daughter is not!

I sit at my quilt
Looking for perfection
My reflection in the window
seeking for defection
Each stitch caught up in the motion
Each stitch asking for direction

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Latest reply: Feb 26, 2003

Today and Yesterday

My aunt passed away this past week (Mu fauther's sister) There was a great geographical distance between us. She resided in Sydney Australia whilst I live in Canada. She was someone who I didn't see often but who I always dthought of as being "here" and somewhat immortal. Her passing has definately left a somewhat empty space in my life. She loved a drink of Single Malt Scotch (Highland), a good smoke and most of all, an engageing conversation encompassing topics from politics to Religion. She was a Proffessional Geneologist and Historian .Joey, I miss you and toast a glass of LaPhroig to you.

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January 20,2003

I had my annual physical today (albeit, almost 1 year overdue) To all those women out there- I'm tdruely menopausal and loving it. No HRT for me! I can put up with the odd hot flash. Irritability? I've generaly been irritable so Ho would I know the difference? On the weekend I attended the 50th birthday event of my longest , best friend, female soul mate of 41 yrs. The two of us still look alike, still weigh under 125 pounds, and much to our delight we really, really, looked younger than anyone else in the crowd. To top it off, most of them are younger than us! God Bless youthful thinking!

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It's now Jan. 9th

I made it through Christmas and New year's. It's not surprising that New Year's hype is much to do about nothing. I went to bad at 10 PM awoke the next morning and surprise, surprise, nothing in the koutside world or on the inside for that matter has changed. The world is still on the brink of war, I still have little money, and the bills still have to be paid. BUT, you know what? I'm still alive, my children are healthy, I have a roof over my head and I recognize that my world could be a great deal worse. "Love or what you will"

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