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lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned Started conversation Sep 9, 2004
After a long discussion with Ena.. We have decided that we need new threads between ourselves and other individuals.
Those subscribed into our PS's and are determined to lurk, please acknowledge our need for the pretence of privacy .. even if you can't stop looking.. please don't spoil it by posting in here!
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lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned Posted Sep 10, 2004
Don't forget your hardhat Scandrea!
This is our thread.. and no one should walk into it!
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Scandrea Posted Oct 3, 2004
Hi Lil,
I can't sleep. I'm really upset and I don't know why. I guess I've never really been able to handle the whole friends fighting thing.
I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel betrayed, and I feel like I've been the one doing the betraying. I'm grieving over the fun we'll never get to have on those threads, and the relationships we can't build anymore. And I'm so dam frustrated because the whole situation looked like it was going to turn the corner before it all went pear shaped!
I should have been online today, and maybe things wouldn't have blown up as bad as they did. Somewhere in me, I hope that this is just another passing argument, and you and Rob, Pete, Ena, and Elaine will be able to keep being as close friends as you always have!
But I know that's not likely.
I'm sorry if I upset you again- you've dealt with enough. I just had to get some things off my chest. I'm going to try and go to sleep again- now that I've said my apologies to Cal and Dax and you, maybe my mind won't dwell on it so much.
I will always be your friend, and I hope you will always be mine.
Best,
Andrea
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Scandrea Posted Oct 3, 2004
Hope I'm not dumping my emotions on you too much- the last time a friendship went through a rough part for me, I kept my feelings bottled up, and when they finally came out, it wasn't pretty.
I'm still upset, and I still didn't sleep well, but the sun came up. That must count for something, hey?
Really is a beautiful day- I think I might grab my camera and go for a hike!
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lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned Posted Oct 3, 2004
You go out and enjoy it!
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Scandrea Posted Oct 3, 2004
I think I will- bring my camera too, get some pictures. The leaves should be starting to turn.
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Scandrea Posted Oct 3, 2004
I'm back!
I'm also sorry- this was a hard enough decision to make without me constantly on your case about it. Sorry if I sound like I'm dwelling- I am. This is kind of the closest I've ever been to a major breakup, and I need time to get my head together.
The half gallon of double brownie ice cream currently in my freezer ought to help!
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Scandrea Posted Oct 4, 2004
I know- I just hope it's sooner rather than later.
I might need a break from role-play with you guys for now- just a few days, until it calms down a bit. The silliness threads and chat threads should be OK, but RP is going to have to take a break.
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lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned Posted Oct 4, 2004
Okay.. perhaps I might have sorted out Ena and Rob by then!
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Scandrea Posted Oct 4, 2004
Just make sure you take care of Lil, too!
And if you need to let out some feelings, feel free to do it to me, either here or on MSN- I've done it to you enough...
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Scandrea Posted Oct 10, 2004
Hi Lil,
It's been an eventful week, hasn't it? Here in Akron too- my mom just had a union meeting tonight, and it doesn't look good.
You're not mad at me, are you?
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