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Post 1

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

After a long discussion with Ena.. We have decided that we need new threads between ourselves and other individuals.

Those subscribed into our PS's and are determined to lurk, please acknowledge our need for the pretence of privacy .. even if you can't stop looking.. please don't spoil it by posting in here!


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Post 2

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

Don't forget your hardhat Scandrea!


This is our thread.. and no one should walk into it!


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Post 3

Scandrea

smiley - ok


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Post 4

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

smiley - biggrin


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Post 5

Scandrea

Hi Lil,

I can't sleep. I'm really upset and I don't know why. I guess I've never really been able to handle the whole friends fighting thing.

I feel sad. I feel angry. I feel betrayed, and I feel like I've been the one doing the betraying. I'm grieving over the fun we'll never get to have on those threads, and the relationships we can't build anymore. And I'm so dam frustrated because the whole situation looked like it was going to turn the corner before it all went pear shaped!

I should have been online today, and maybe things wouldn't have blown up as bad as they did. Somewhere in me, I hope that this is just another passing argument, and you and Rob, Pete, Ena, and Elaine will be able to keep being as close friends as you always have!

But I know that's not likely.

I'm sorry if I upset you again- you've dealt with enough. I just had to get some things off my chest. I'm going to try and go to sleep again- now that I've said my apologies to Cal and Dax and you, maybe my mind won't dwell on it so much.

I will always be your friend, and I hope you will always be mine.

Best,
Andrea


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Post 6

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned


Oh.. Things will sort themselves out!

The always do.


smiley - smiley


Chris xx


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Post 7

Scandrea

Hope I'm not dumping my emotions on you too much- the last time a friendship went through a rough part for me, I kept my feelings bottled up, and when they finally came out, it wasn't pretty.

I'm still upset, and I still didn't sleep well, but the sun came up. That must count for something, hey?

Really is a beautiful day- I think I might grab my camera and go for a hike!


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Post 8

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

You go out and enjoy it!


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Post 9

Scandrea

I think I will- bring my camera too, get some pictures. The leaves should be starting to turn.


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Post 10

Scandrea

I'm back! smiley - smiley

I'm also sorry- this was a hard enough decision to make without me constantly on your case about it. Sorry if I sound like I'm dwelling- I am. This is kind of the closest I've ever been to a major breakup, and I need time to get my head together.

The half gallon of double smiley - choc brownie ice cream currently in my freezer ought to help! smiley - smiley


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Post 11

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

It is never pleasant at anytime.. and you never get used to it.


smiley - sadface


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Post 12

Scandrea

smiley - cuddle I'm still sorry


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Post 13

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

I know


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Post 14

Scandrea

smiley - cuddle


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Post 15

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

It will sort itself one day smiley - hug


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Post 16

Scandrea

I know- I just hope it's sooner rather than later.

I might need a break from role-play with you guys for now- just a few days, until it calms down a bit. The silliness threads and chat threads should be OK, but RP is going to have to take a break.


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Post 17

lil ~ Auntie Giggles with added login ~ returned

Okay.. perhaps I might have sorted out Ena and Rob by then!


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Post 18

Scandrea

Just make sure you take care of Lil, too! smiley - cuddle

And if you need to let out some feelings, feel free to do it to me, either here or on MSN- I've done it to you enough...


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Post 19

Scandrea

Lil?

smiley - brave

Thank you! smiley - cuddle


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Post 20

Scandrea

Hi Lil,

It's been an eventful week, hasn't it? Here in Akron too- my mom just had a union meeting tonight, and it doesn't look good.

smiley - erm You're not mad at me, are you?


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