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Post 61

evil_tiger_lily

Off course I don't mindsmiley - smiley
I think part of the resentment unusual people get from the enviorment is due to the fact other people feel they could fit in better if only they tried harder, that they want to stand out.

it's partly true of course. All you'd have to do is give up a little of yourself. Dress like everyone else, watch the same tv shows, say things like "I think Britney Spears is just wondreful" (yuch) and so on....
Is it worth it? I don't think sosmiley - biggrin


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Post 62

Mutant

yeah but I think most of us freaks think that one should never _ever_ give up a part of yourself.... and of course since Britney Spears and reality shows are truely yucky (yep you heard this from a guy, Britney Spears are yucky) smiley - biggrin


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Post 63

evil_tiger_lily

smiley - laughsmiley - laugh
You're funnysmiley - biggrin
I should probably go to sleep, work tomorrow and everything, but truth is I'm not sleepy.
I'll probably feel horrible in the morning.
Always do on a sundaysmiley - erm
Give up a part of myself? I don't think so.
Besides, who will I give it up to?
I'm not making much sense, I can tell..


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Post 64

Mutant

perharps you should try lying down.... sometimes that helps and you fall asleep. I usually don't want to go to bed this early in the nighttime either.

hehe you always kinda make sence to me (or else I just make up whatever sence I want to imagine you are making smiley - biggrin )

just a heads up....... I might do a mood swing during the next hour lasting the rest of the night. Someone is unknowingly pressing all the wrong buttons during an msn conversation. (the whole, you-will-wind-up-alone-because-you-are-an-ugly-nerd conversation)


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Post 65

evil_tiger_lily

smiley - laughSometimes I don't make sense to myselfsmiley - laugh

That rather sounds like Knowingly pressing all the wrong buttons to me...


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Post 66

Mutant

at least I'll try to find what little sense there are smiley - biggrin

naaa just don't think she realizes how much it hurts when you have been told that more times then you can count and know that you will properly die alone smiley - sadface


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Post 67

evil_tiger_lily

It's much too soon to be thinking about things like that...
And it's probably not true...Just because you're different doesn't mean you have to be alone.
Off course I'm alone....But I'm hoping it's a phazesmiley - erm


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Post 68

Mutant

nope but I'm also short and have been told that I am ugly. I am 21 years old and in my entire lifespan there have been one female who was interested in me (happend a few months ago), I had to hold her while she cried because I didn't have the looks of her dream-guy on a few occasions and she was ashamed to be seen with me (and no I don't dress in any particulair way). She gave me her "don't-you-ever-cheat-on-me-because-it-is-the-worst-thing-anyone-can-ever-do-to-another-person"- spech..... and her "I'm-so-sad-because-you-go-to-the-cinema-with-your-female-friends"-spech. And then she cheated on me a few days later...... that is enough to hint to me that I'll proberly end up alone smiley - sadface

mmm okay I've just gotten into a truely lousy mood


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Post 69

evil_tiger_lily

smiley - cheerupI'm twenty and though I'm not beautiful I'm not ugly either and still, in my lifespan NO guy was interested in me and I don't let it bring me downsmiley - smiley
Much...


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Post 70

Mutant

what.... so guys in Isreal are stupid and have no taste?

hey when I was twenty I still had some hope smiley - smiley

its also all the "hey-you-are-my-friend-but-the-thought-of-dating-someone-like-you-make-me-vomit"-comments from most of my female friends though time (been chocked every time since I hadn't tried being anything but their friend smiley - erm) smiley - biggrin


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Post 71

evil_tiger_lily

I'm sure you'll find someone eventuallysmiley - smiley

It's really fun talking to you, but I must get some sleep so I'll talk to you tomorrow OK?
Hang in theresmiley - smiley


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Post 72

Mutant

you are far to optimistic smiley - smiley

talk to you some other time

mmmm mind if I walk/sit instead of hang? smiley - biggrin


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Post 73

evil_tiger_lily

Mmmmm....
I'm not often accused of being optimistic. You must really be in a bad mood.


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Post 74

Mutant

smiley - biggrin

yep I am in a very very bad mood (well right now only in a very bad mood but before I went to sleep it was very very bad smiley - smiley )


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Post 75

evil_tiger_lily

I'm glad to hear your mood has improovedsmiley - biggrin
Mine got worse...I had a bad daysmiley - grr


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Post 76

Mutant

if my mood continues improving and your mood continues to get worse we might just end up in the same mood smiley - smiley

but what happend today since it was so bad?


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Post 77

evil_tiger_lily

It was my turn to help out in the dining roomsmiley - erm
I always feel as if I went swimmig in the dumpster afterwards...
And my legs hurtsmiley - sadface


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Post 78

Mutant

oh poor girl smiley - sadface.... here have some smiley - choc and there are plenty of smiley - tea. Just sit down and relax


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Post 79

evil_tiger_lily

Thank you, I think I'll do just thatsmiley - smiley
smiley - choc makes everything better doesn't it?


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Post 80

Mutant

yep it sure does


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