Who I am.
This is my description of me within the Chakra structure.
(When ever I face a daunting task I use the Eastern Indian Chakra System to organize my thoughts.)
Chakra 1
I am 6 feet and three inches tall. My belly is bigger than I would like it to be and I am very strong.
I have very little income because I lost interest in working about ten years ago. Until recently I was a nomadic homeless person traveling the continent and living on the tips I generated playing my guitar and reading tarot cards. I was happy sleeping under the stars at night and eating beans. I enjoyed the freedom, simplicity, adventure, lack of responsibility and being able to sleep when and as much as I pleased.
My present living space is very small, untidy and humble. I have very nice stereo equipment, a big red acoustic guitar and a nice computer. I have an old jeep and an old, Ford Van.
I perform only the most tolerable part-time temporary work for my income. I have learned to live very inexpensively.
I shave my head and I have a goatee. I wear glasses that only have one lens presently. My vision is very poor. I need a font of 22 to see what I am writing.
Chakra 2
I have no permanent mate. I am clean but disheveled in my grooming and dress. I seem to be only attracted to very young woman or vice versa? Perhaps this is because I am immature in many ways. In my lifetime I have had three serious long term relationships. Each relationship lasted about seven years. These women grew tired of me and began to blame their unhappiness on me. These three women were all school teachers.
Chakra 3
I am very good at manifesting the things I want in my life. Actually I am very good at it. It helps that I do not want very much. I would like to have a dog but I do not have one. I’m waiting for one.
Chakra 4
I am not very good at love but I am loyal, respectful and kind. I do not get lonely and I feel at home most anywhere. I have not been benefited by love or hurt by it. I think I avoid love. I am afraid of it.
Chakra 5
I am good at communicating my ideas and I have many ideas. I am very prolifically creative. I spend my time writing stories and writing music. Unfortunately I have no special talent to go along with my creativity. I am the only one on the planet that appreciates what I produce.
Chakra 6
I seem to be very good at counseling troubled people and reading tarot cards. Many people see me as a healer especially people from pagan cultures. I have recently realized that I do not have the proper attitude for this kind of work. I have only done it for money and other non spiritual rewards. My skills do not come from a place of love. I believe healers should be motivated by love.
I seem to have a connection with the “Other Side” The paranormal dimension. This could also be the product of a very creative and divergent mind. I could also be slightly psychotic. How would I know?
My spiritual beliefs stem mostly from the Lakota Indian tradition. My philosophy has an Eastern bent especially those systems of thought that originated in India.
Chakra 7
My mind is like a playground. It distracts me from the real world. I never get bored. I am quite satisfied sitting motionless and staring into space for hours. As a result I am not very productive except for creative projects.
I have a great deal of formal education. I have a Psychology degree. I earned a religion degree and a Masters in Special Education. I have completed the classroom component for Drug and Alcohol Counseling Certification and a couple of the practicum. I am a certified Riki therapist and I was sent to school by the United States Navy and trained in medicine. In the Navy I performed duties as a battle field medic and duties equivalent to those of a civilian registered nurse.
The people that have influenced my world view most are
Kurt Vonnegut
Judith Vivoda
Jamie Sans
Kris Kristofferson
Linda Gest (My spiritual teacher who disappeared.)
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