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BBC id
Posted Feb 3, 2010
Well its 3.29 am and no one is around and I'm bored so I thought this would be the ideal time to do this bbc id thing.Instructions were clear and easy to follow so now my account is updated and done. It looks like you will all have to put up with me for a while longer 
I must remember to get started on a few entries as this time of day is ideal for putting them in and it would give me something to do. Oh well back to twiddling my thumbs 
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Friends
Posted Dec 29, 2009
I just received a card through the post and the verse in it I find rather apt and I would like to share it with my friends.
Sometimes we rush and stumble over lifes uncertain way,
So often we forget to say the things we ought to say,
And if I sometimes fail to let you know whats in my heart,
I want to tell you now you play a most important part,
I may not always make it plain exactly how I feel,
But your a special friend and my love for you is real,
At Christmas time and always you are often on my mind,
A better friend in life I could never hope to find.
Over the years I have many friends that have passed on. Each one made an impact on my life and I will never forget them. I saw them at their best and at their worst.Through all the ups and downs of lifes journey.
I'm not very good at telling people how I feel I have a tendancy to keep it to myself.Because of my past I fell into the trap of what I want and how I feel doesn't matter. Well in 2010 I am going to try and break with that part of my past.
My good friend fireball helped by bringing something out of me that I had kept hidden for years.That is what started me thinking and to be honest I have been up most of the night thinking about it. It isn't going to be easy as these walls have been 43 years in the making and if I relapse occasionally I apologise.
Over the years as my friends past I became a recluse,the only times I have left the house is to take my children to school or to go to the shops and other necessary things.
I'm a very nervous person,it doesn't show on here as everyone is anonymous and there is always that certain distance between us. I find it difficult to find the courage to meet new people in person. In fact it scares me.
I felt it was important to write this where people could read it as it may stop people from shutting themselves away.No man is an island, we all need each other to get through. Don't shut the doors and barr the sunlight from your lives,swing them open wide and let the light in.When you feel like shutting those doors that is when you need your friends most.I can see that now for many years I couldn't.
Tell your frinds and loved ones how you feel.Don't shut yourself away.
That said I shall say goodbye to 2009, It has been a year of ups and downs,sadness and joy but not one of regret as it has taught me valuable lessons.
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