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Computerication!
Posted Dec 26, 2002
Thanks to the lovely Marcus *
s him*...and to his parents for buying him a laptop, I have his old computer on loan for a few ...a period. 
!! 
!!!
Nyssa liked her presents!! 
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Jon, Gwen and Mum liked their presents! 
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I cut myself ! 
Amy called when I was asleep 
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*looks @ marcus, marcus looked back **oooh the freakiness!**,looks again...marcus again looksness.Har har caught him out that time.'s queitly**heheh** *
finished "nineteen eighty four". Quite cool...made me want to write an essay about it. I keep seeing Julia's "naked breast rising and falling". meh, could be worse.
Emotional stability has gone out the window, I've cried about 3 times in the last...3 hours, had to cut myself before I smashed marcus in the head with the monitor...and he has done nothing wrong. Har har, could this be because I've had to have one of my tablets flushed out of my system before starting my new ones?..Im waffling, sodding off...
Amy I miss you 
xx
xx
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*...gets her first twinge..*
Posted Dec 24, 2002
And no, if you think you know what the twinge is in refference to, you're probably wrong...
*thinks hard*...its not jealousy..*thinks*>..weird...it hasnt bothered me before..
*thinks about marcus and hugging him and things being calm with him and how he knows her and doesnt want her for anything other than her*
No, its not about you...I can almost guarentee that.
*goes offline puzzled and hurt*
merry christmas..
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Latest reply: Dec 24, 2002
*races the clock*
Posted Dec 23, 2002
AHHH OK, i shall see if I can write this before Im logged off
*
s Amy, patrick, Nyssa and justin passionately*
Umm.....Ahhh! *panics* 
Ah smegggggggg ok I g2g
xxxx
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Latest reply: Dec 23, 2002
Weekend
Posted Dec 20, 2002
Here comes another weekend, so no me for a few days *woo hoo I hear you cry*
If I dont get on before wednesday, have a good christmas, I love each of you 
xxxx
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Latest reply: Dec 20, 2002
19th dec
Posted Dec 19, 2002
*cant think of a subject title*
Got depressed...Mum had to pick my up from the floor where I'd shlumped...Had some Kaluha in my coffee...feeling slightly less bad.
I miss Marcus. We're getting very close. He is the only one who I can trust to want me as me.
I've eaten too much - 2 apples and some plain toast, its only 15:30.
I want to cut myself, it makes things better.
Im now rather terrified of Stealth. Mum took the mobile away from me last night and has hidden it. Mind you, I have refused to put credit in it since just before njan and I broke up. *looks mournfully around the room*
"Hark the herald tribune sing, advertising wonderous things,
god bless ye merry merchants may you make the yuletide pay,
Angels we have heard on high, tell us to go out and buy"
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