This is the Message Centre for 2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

extreme caution... and.... damnit...

Post 1

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

smiley - wahsmiley - sadface William's not very well.... was coughing spluttering, looking like a cold... and he was on his way here... had some kinda reaction to the sunlight, he thinks... then threw up a bit... smiley - sadface and... given my possibly non-existant immune system.... damnit.... - this may be a test of my indestructibility.... shall just try be extra cautious and, smiley - sadface not get too close to him smiley - crysmiley - wah I so don't need an infection and hospitalisation right now smiley - grovel

off to surgery to put in repeat prescription, then into town, so I can get some food essentials in smiley - grovel but... smiley - wah can't even give him a hug really.... smiley - cry damnit....

in otter news. I kinda slept last night. and that feels a bit better.... somewhat more energy today; of course, being day 7 since last chemo, I'm just entering the worse phase for my immune system, which... is even more a smiley - bleep given W might have an infection, that I really can't afford to let into my system; I'm wearing extra chainmail.... for added protection smiley - sillysmiley - wahsmiley - erm

the new cafetiere is brill smiley - zen as is.... one of the gifts taht I'm now wearing.... smiley - blushsmiley - diva damnit... this me being ill thing so has to stop soon.... its... disrutption to my nonnomral duties and .... things smiley - whistle damnit. smiley - grr

need to find a bath-bomb box... to hold my bath bombs in smiley - laugh seriously.... smiley - snork and I still need a hammmock for my menegerie of pets/teddys/plush soft toys smiley - blush - was a real struggle trying to get myself into bed last night... so little room amongst them all smiley - snork - I may buy more smiley - sillysmiley - run


extreme caution... and.... damnit...

Post 2

Pierre de la Mer ~ sometimes slightly worried but never panicking ~

Might be easier to find a hammock for yourself and let the teddys keep the bed

Sorry to hear William is sick and that you have to stay clear of him for a while smiley - erm

smiley - pirate


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Post 3

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

OO... now there's an idea... smiley - laugh I fear... I'd really struggle in a hammock though! smiley - laughsmiley - dohsmiley - bruised

well, hopefully I've not caught anything fofm W... he's gone off home now... I just feel... kinda nnoyed I can't be there, wehn I should, like this, to care and look after him... damnit... smiley - blushsmiley - doh - I'm not 100% sure, but I think he's got a cold, and, beyond that, I think his being sick thing earlier, might have been more just the build up of worry, about me... so my damn fault too... smiley - grrsmiley - blush he's having to do a lot, organising me, and hospital stuff, and prescriptions, and my getting shopping done, and ... stuff, before any of the more... smiley - blush emotional support I've needed, and ... its not fair on him... and I can't even help much smiley - wahsmiley - dohsmiley - loveblush


extreme caution... and.... damnit...

Post 4

Pierre de la Mer ~ sometimes slightly worried but never panicking ~

No need to beat yourself up about that. You've got enough on your plate as it is

“You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.” [Buddha]

smiley - pirate


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Post 5

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

Oh.. smiley - blush thanks smiley - blush ; I don't know aobut 'deserve'.... but I'm certianly getting plenty smiley - blushsmiley - loveblush I'm so lucky. I couldn't ask for more... smiley - blushsmiley - loveblushsmiley - loveblushsmiley - handcuffssmiley - handcuffssmiley - zen

time to think about making something for dinner now, I guess..... I've some leftover pasta from yesterday, to form into a asalad, probably with quiche tonight, I think... smiley - zensmiley - flansmiley - flansmiley - droolsmiley - zen and... I've such a luxuerious bath planned for later.... with an insane amoutn of expensive posh handmade stuff in it smiley - laugh - real girls arn't as girly as this smiley - laughsmiley - laughsmiley - blush


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Post 6

Pierre de la Mer ~ sometimes slightly worried but never panicking ~

I decided I deserved mashed potatoes tonight. I had some leftover casserole with veal. Very suitable for a winter's evening so it was high time I got that out of the way before spring sets in. So I added a lot of assorted vegetables and herbes - and behold: It was good smiley - zen

smiley - pirate


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Post 7

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

smiley - droolsmiley - envy sounds good! smiley - drool

My dinner was very good also. smiley - wow

fusilli pasta, cold (the lefover), mixed in some lettuce and cucumber, a drop of mayo, and some fresh ground black pepper; then grated Norweigion jarsberg on it smiley - wow oh! Oh my BoB! the jarlsberg... wtih the fusilli... the mix of the texture of the fisilli, with the jarlsberg nuttyness... and the pepper just cutting in, and then the freshness, wetness and coldness of the salad bits smiley - wow almost... as ... good.... as.... if ... not... better... than.... a ... rea.....really... hrea... flogging... just... smiley - wow

Thanks to cancer, and having quit smoking; I appear to have a new-found extra set of senses in my mouth... taste I guess, though smell is probably involved; and, this despite all the stuff I read, on how the chemo drugs I'm on, aare ment to mess up taste and stuff smiley - laughsmiley - blush just... so tasty smiley - drool
and then, the hot quiche with it too smiley - drool

quite sutuffed stuffed after smiley - blush - then reemembered I'd forgoten my meds again smiley - laugh so took some steroids as one does (for the Addison's apprently not the lymphoma) smiley - laugh ; well, it was sort* of two hours late; but as I'm getting up a bit late, last few days, but still goign to bed late, I've kinda wiggled my med times about a bit... mainly based on when I remember to take them smiley - laughsmiley - blush

so... washed up... cleaned kitchen... steralised kitchen.... then went and cleaned the bathroom, and gave the bath and tiles by it an extra shineyness smiley - drool - all ready, for .... lots and lots an lots of very hot water (I've gotta be so careful not to actually burn myself; my hands arn't picking up hot properly!), then.... a hand made... Lush bath bomb.... - gona see if I can find the one with glitter in it smiley - biggrin

and, the gorgeous Lush handmade bath melt too smiley - drool (the one with oatlmal and stuff in; smells so gorgeous, leaves my skin so* soft)... smiley - biggrin
then... I shall soak.... and soak... an dhopefully soak out some of the pain in my nuscles and joints as I do so smiley - zen

then... the smoothy drink for supper smiley - drool (kinda tempted by a beer... but... someone... somwhere smiley - dragon keeps telling me not to drink beer... and... then... if I do... I seem to be getting in trubble... smiley - blush ) smiley - zen the smoothy will be the better optotion; could really do with more vits and minnerals I reckon smiley - blush and fiber and stuff... smiley - zen mind... the night... is ... young smiley - whistle no... I must* behave smiley - zen and be obedient smiley - zen

just having a bit of a rest, sit down, catch up on email and stuff, before running the bath smiley - zen just need to select the bomb for tonight, and then I've got everything to hand smiley - zen


extreme caution... and.... damnit...

Post 8

Baron Grim

Apparently, one of the trends for April Fools Day this year were surprise desserts, specifically camoflaging meatloaf with mash potatoes for icing. I saw some cupcakes and a two layer cake with cherry tomato "cherries on top."


I think I'd like that better than an actual dessert. smiley - drool


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Post 9

Baron Grim

Oh, look! I found a recipe with pictures. smiley - bigeyes

http://www.food.com/recipe/april-fools-day-meatloaf-quot-cake-quot-364148?photo=307373


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Post 10

dragonqueen - eternally free and forever untamed - insomniac extraordinaire - proprietrix of a bullwhip, badger button and (partly) of a thoroughly used sub with a purple collar. Matron of Honour.

Better smoothies than beer smiley - handcuffs

smiley - dragon


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Post 11

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

yes... quite right. about to have.... the smoothy now after such a relaxing amazing bath..... used an entire bath bomb, and a bath melt.... and it was teh double sized really expensive bath bomb... with glitter smiley - laugh and... then coconut shampoo etc., for my hair smiley - diva yeh... i know... like its worth actually spending any money on keeping my hair nice right now smiley - snork but... actually what's left does feel so gorgously soft after that smiley - drool and aI'm all scented with all the bath bomness of it all and the gorgeous smoothness and softness and scents of the melt smiley - drool and... wearing... the new... item... of... clothing... I recieved in teh post smiley - whistle so... so... me... smiley - blushsmiley - divasmiley - handcuffs

damn I'm feeling good tonight... just... wish... smiley - whistlesmiley - drool lmaybe I wasn't alone to share in a rare moment of energy and zen-relaxation combined smiley - zen I think my brains suddenly getting so much better teh last few days smiley - zen ahh.... just thought... that might even be the folic acid kicking in smiley - dohsmiley - wow I've.... er.... about six or seven days worth of it now I think smiley - alienfrownsmiley - weird

amusing moment earlier... I failed to mention...;;

set the girl behidn teh counter in teh bank, who we know off in a fit of igglgles as I took the P out of myself at no longer having a cahnce in hell of doing my own signature due to the loss of sensation in my fingers and... then I explained how although I can legit blame chemo for that... how I'm using chemo as an excuss for nearly everything.... and ... mentioned a couple of examples smiley - laughsmiley - snorksmiley - whistle so gona have to buy me more lingerie soon... smiley - whistle and not c chainmail... for once smiley - whistlesmiley - erm right... to the smoothy. smiley - runsmiley - drool


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Post 12

Baron Grim

This bar has too many overly hopped beers. I blame 2legs' chemo. smiley - cross


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Post 13

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

exactly..... smiley - biggrin I am... mainly blaming it for my odd.... and veratious appertite at the moment... err... for food I mean... well... and... other things too smiley - whistlesmiley - snorksmiley - blush and... of course... well... just blaming it for everything smiley - snork blush> including... some of the random... smiley - whistle stuff Ive bought recently smiley - angel and... for my needing to buy so many lush bath bombs smiley - snork an... etc., etc., smiley - whistle


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Post 14

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

still so relaxed... actualy gone quiet outside... and... feeling kinda fatigued, at the same time... but... not at all sleepy. damnit.... surely, my hydrocortisone is like zero, took that so many hours ago... oughta be sleepy... but... damn brain.... smiley - alienfrown Not convinced even worth trying sleep yet... smiley - dohsmiley - alienfrown but guess I oughta.... may try soon I guess, or Ill be up so late again... then the whole day gets shifted incorrectly and stuff never happens when it should.... like the time I took the tool box to the seaside.... was years before it was free of the icecream memories, and th eseagulls never quite recovered either; all their green-blue chakras were so askew.... its difficult not to feel sympathy for them, given the circumstances, een if one can never quite forgive them, for th eincident with the adjustible spanner.... I mean... really... orange.... on a spaner... just... so wrong. that nearly took an entire week to explain away to the chief cowboy at the karioki.... mind, not that he was exactly an authority on matters concerning window manfacutring, let alone, window fitting... certainly not a mistake one wishes to make when in a hurry for a late-night date with Madona... actually I wonder what happened to her... she never appeared again once the antlers fell off... quite odd for an average friday or Saturday night... smiley - alienfrown brain. stop.... smiley - laughsmiley - biggrin hmm.... bed.... or... find something vaguely.... silly to go read or something.... smiley - booksmiley - panda


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Post 15

ITIWBS

Re: Baron Grim's posts 8 & 9, perhaps also a desert borscht, red cabbage, red beets, both cut to taste, steamed till tender in a minimum of water, sufficient sour cream to make a creamy sauce, topped with another scoop of sour cream and a sprinkling of sliced almonds?


extreme caution... and.... damnit...

Post 16

2legs - Hey, babe, take a walk on the wild side...

smiley - wow I slept! and... damnit... then woke up so* late.... didn't get out of bed until like 11! damnit.... and now the day's all out of kilter again.... nearly 2 PM and I've not even made it to brunch/lunch yet.... smiley - run and I've stuff to do; tidy/clean bedroom, and rearrange stuff, then.......... some smiley - erm 'NSFW' 'fun' planned for later, should my energy still be 'up' smiley - whistlesmiley - angel and, then gotta do some research stuff, online, and hopefully find time to actually try a bit of light reading smiley - book - sure my concentrations improved, but I won't really know for certian less its actually put to some kinda test smiley - zen - gona have to play bout with my steroid times again... my days keep shifting time-wise all over the place, so taking the steroids at fixed times, basied on some randomn notion of the morning doze being 7 AM, and people going to bed like before midnight, is so kinda stupid for me smiley - laugh that might help balance out.... at least one small bit of my bloods biochemistry smiley - zen hopefully trying to balance food out a bit more too, mgiht contribute to that smiley - zen only... already... its gona be a super late brunch/breakfast/lunch smiley - dohsmiley - weird right... must go get food smiley - run


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