h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

How often do you cry?

I can't stop again.

I don't want to hurt myself. I just want to stop hurting.

I'm everything I hate.

The Enemy Is Within.

I've had a nice long bath. Captain of the B Ark style. Now of to curl in bed with 2 friendly diazepam.

Just got out of bath too - but the book I had for company made me sad, and now I don't know what to do.

Which book, how did it affect you - what did you do about it?

The other day I noticed that Woolworths had some Play-Doh at half-price so I bought some of that so I squeeze it like a stress-ball for when I tense or anxious.
There's two standard size pots of glittery dough and four mini pots in red, yellow, blue and green.
I also have a little spinning top with smiley face on it.
Tomorrow I'll be working with some clay, I hope. That should be relaxing also and hopefully it will stimulate the creative part of my brain. If it's still there that is, I haven't heard from it in some time.

<<I haven't heard from it in some time<< Ho, yes, methinks it's there...

I read 'the Bride stripped bare' which is really sad and about a marriage that didn't work out very well. Not a true story, at least.
What I did about it was stop reading it!

Play-Doh sounds good. I have a mind to nick one of Sons Warhammer figurines and go paint in a corner. If mums are allowed that kind of behaviour...

thinking about you

I left a message in your journal, I pressed post by early by accident. I hope I didn't sound patronising or condescending or cause insult or offense.

Stephanie asked me about my tagline back when I had 'Rain, rain come back again, make the yellow-hurty-thing go away' and I explained what 'the yellow-hurty-thing' was in what I thought was a humourous way and she said I was being patronising, so singing fish knows what I sound like in that post.

To me, you sound all right in that post, and nothing I could think of to add to it. But then I'm not in Tab's situsation. I'm sure she'll understand what you mean, though.

OK.

Yeah, she seemsed to take it well. You really said some good things there

I wonder if the lack mail from Stephanie is telling me something I don't want to hear.

Of course you have replied to apologise?

Why do you think Azathoth should apologise?

I'm not always good with words... and perhaps I apologise too much myself. Apologise is perhaps wrong in this case.

Rather then, to let her know that he meant it jokingly, not patronisingly? Keeping in tough, even when you feel awkward?

I'm sure he did. Ach! I hate when I mean well and it comes out all wrong! I'll stop digging. I'll just confuse the matter more.

Last night's musing and the yellow-hurty-thing are unconnected.

I miss her being her. I miss her voice. And I miss being able to believe that she cares about me at all.
And could easily say too much.

I hope you'll hear from her soon.

Never mind, Milla, using a wrong word happens to me all the time.

I received an e mail. She will be every day and long hours and doesn't when she'll get a day off upon which she might talk to me.

See? Nothing weird at all!

"I received an e mail. She will be every day and long hours and doesn't when she'll get a day off upon which she might talk to me." = 'I received an e mail. She will be WORKING every day and long hours WITH IT and doesn't KNOW when she'll get a day off NEXT upon which she might BE ABLE TO talk to me.'

I understood it so, the first time round...
You seem to have a talent to make yourself clear even in incomplete sentences, while I come out incoherent even when I try to be correct...

Don't fret. She'll come back and play when she's not working too hard.