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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Started conversation Nov 22, 2003
For those of you that care I cut myself last night and tried very hard not to take another OD and will likely be doinng the same again tonight and for the foreseeable future until I get some meds that actual do something for me...
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Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE) Posted Nov 22, 2003
Oh, Kam
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suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* Posted Nov 22, 2003
...
........I love you
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Emily...overly fond of the ellipsis...and top ten lists...submit yours @ A87824361... Posted Nov 22, 2003
Oh honey I hope things get better soon...isn't Suz coming to see you soon? Just think how happy that'll make you
- is the best support I can give you and you gotta good few shoulders round here if you needa talk.
btw Hi Suz, thought I'd say hello
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suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* Posted Nov 22, 2003
*waves* hello
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The Rogue aka Phoniex Posted Nov 22, 2003
oh stealth, I'm always here to talk to. Cant get rid of me.
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Nov 22, 2003
I'm pathetic... can't cope with life and the way I feel right now... want to die, deserve to die...
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suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* Posted Nov 22, 2003
no, you arent pathetic and you dont deserve to die....just try and hold out till thursday and I'll attempt to make you feel better...
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suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* Posted Nov 22, 2003
...ah smeg, I mean that in a non dodgy way....
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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Nov 22, 2003
s stealth
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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Nov 22, 2003
how are you?
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Nov 22, 2003
Feeling numb, empty, lame and pathetic...
My BPD has made things awkward between Suz and I...
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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Nov 22, 2003
you arent lame nor are you pathetic let the knowledge that others care about you and love you fill the voids let that bring back feeling through the warmth of those emotions
*holds Stealth*
BPD?
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Nov 22, 2003
Borderline Personality Disorder...
Suz and I were talking about something on AIM... something no matter how much I want to let go of I can't...
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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Nov 22, 2003
ah
im having some problems letting go of some things at the minute too
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Stealth "Jack" Azathoth Posted Nov 22, 2003
Unresolved things just eat away at you and tear you up inside...
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Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours Posted Nov 22, 2003
yes and they are so hard to deal with, even when you have an idea what needs to be said and done, ive just spent all day trying to confront someone and ive not gotten far at all
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- 1: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
- 2: Amy Pawloski, aka 'paper lady'--'Mufflewhump'?!? click here to find out... (ACE) (Nov 22, 2003)
- 3: suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* (Nov 22, 2003)
- 4: Emily...overly fond of the ellipsis...and top ten lists...submit yours @ A87824361... (Nov 22, 2003)
- 5: suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* (Nov 22, 2003)
- 6: The Rogue aka Phoniex (Nov 22, 2003)
- 7: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
- 8: suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* (Nov 22, 2003)
- 9: suz - *dances round the room with a ring on her finger!* (Nov 22, 2003)
- 10: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
- 11: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Nov 22, 2003)
- 12: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
- 13: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Nov 22, 2003)
- 14: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
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- 17: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Nov 22, 2003)
- 18: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
- 19: Saint Patrick Patron Saint of Depression: Here to haunt your dreams and stalk your waking hours (Nov 22, 2003)
- 20: Stealth "Jack" Azathoth (Nov 22, 2003)
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