h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

*puts her hand on his sholder*
Do not run from youself... you will only find misery that way...
trust me... I know

*shakes his head* a jedi life isn't the way for her... and I don't really.... *sighs*

you dont really?

*turns to face Anoon*

Love her... *shakes his head* and I don't want this sort of life for her... she deserves a husband that comes home at night anyways... not off in some part of the galaxy

Then... the choice is up to you... but would you be happy knowing she might wait for you?

*sighs* I guess not...

and I thought I had relationship problems...
*sigh*
Go stop bothering me Jo'tra... learn to live then learn to protect life

I didn't come to bother you with my personal life Anoon...

I came to ask for two things back...

Two things back...
that all depends on what they are Jo'tra?

One was my lightsaber... I gave it to you on kamino... before you burnt down your husbands room... and the other was... I want my master back

*hands him his lightsaber*
as for your master... I was never that... never any good at it...
I should have been more careful...
and... you are a knight... you need me no more to teach you... find your own path Jo'tra... I am no master...
I never was...

You are a knight too Anoon, please come back with me and help me teach padawan, you are a very good knight and teacher... if you weren't... then that makes me as bad as you, doesn't it?

No... It makes you stronger than I am...
at least in that way...
I was a knight... I... i resigned my commision... I left of my own will
I knew what i was doing and i threw everything away...
and you know what Jo'tra... I would do it again to have him back...
but it wouldnt matter would it..
I am not your master... you no longer need my guidence
as the council once said to me i say to you Jo'tra... It is time you learned to guide yourself... to follow your own feelings... to walk your own path
forget me... I gave it up

Why do you give everything up?

You can come back Anoon... what else are you going to do with your life? bum around the galaxy hoping there isn't a bounty on your life?

Think of Vlad... how do you want him to grow up... even if you don't want to be a jedi anymore, you should at least give him the change to be one... especially with all the dark out there... he holds the force so strongy... if he were to turn...

I gave it up... I left for nothing
well... I left for love... but other than that...

I can come back thats true... I can... but can i give up everything i have learned everything i have become since leaving?

I think of Vlad... he is too young yet to know what he has.. I could bring him up on Dagobah or Korriban and teach him myself...
if he be turned... then its me to blame no other

what have you learned, what have you become Anoon?

<*Gets tempted to quote spiderman*>

I have become something more than i was...
I have learned to cope with what i am...
I have done meny things no jedi should do...
fought the unarmed... used dark techneques for my own gain...
I told you once i could feel ice run through my vains...
I wasn't making that up...
without ma'rol... I have no reason to do anything but drift...
nothing no reason at all...

Jedi have done more before... and yet... they have come back
I have killed as well Anoon... in cold blood...

*takes her hand*

I would be your anchor if you would let me Anoon