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Nervous, Scared, and Sore
Cry_Havoc Started conversation Nov 29, 2004
I'm sorry everybody, I know I said I'd write back to everyone today, but I'm just not feeling up to it. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, for my back, and I'm feeling very nervous about it. I don't know what is going to happen, and so much is riding on his diagnosis. Will I get better? Is it treatable? What IS it? And why am I in so much pain?
So I'm sorry that it will be another two days before anyone hears from me. I'm just too anxious to be talking about things, anything, right now. Too scared, too nervous, too anxious.
I'll come back in a couple of days and let you all know how my dr visit went, and will hopefully have some good news to share, or at least news. I really hope he tells me something!!
Wish me luck!
Nervous, Scared, and Sore
kif Posted Nov 29, 2004
Cali My Dear,
My thoughts and prayers are going with you to the doctor. I pray you will be given the strength to manage whatever diagnosis you are given.
Some of us are given suffering to live with and we then have a choice. Fight or go under. I fought my depression over The Lost Boy. I fought the pain of my back. I fought the prognosis given. You are an artist, a spiritual soul and you can fight I am sure.
Fear is a natural human emotion and nothing to be ashamed of.
You go to the doctor with my prayer that all will be as it should be for you. 
kif
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jaz'd(ace & yada yada *sigh* chocolate yada) Posted Nov 29, 2004
I agree with kif Cali hun! "Fear is a natural human emotion & nothing to be ashamed of." My thoughts & prayers are with you as you wait for a diagnosis, just like they'll be going to the
with you.I know it's not easy...just be strong, you'll get through it*careful
*I know you will! And don't worry 'bout us ok, we'll get by - just take care of yourself right now!
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katkodl Posted Dec 3, 2004
Dear Cali! 
I’m sorry that I didn’t contribute here earlier. I’m experiencing computer problems, and I’m not sure whether the computer decides to break down completely, or stay with me.
Hope you’re fine!!! 
How’s it been at the doctor’s? I’m looking forward to reading you soon again – hopefully you'll have good news.
Get well soon!
katkodl 
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