h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I'm drinking this vile stuff: vodka with pink grapefruit The colour seemed pretty, so I bought the bottle...

A totally different thing: I'm worried. I feel helpless. My friend Mascha - I call her my second best friend, because yeah well nobody comes near Sabrina, but Mascha is a really good friend. Her (german) step-father died a week or so ago. I don't know how it will go from here. Her mother married this man to be able to live in Germany and get out of Belarus. I'm not sure how long they've been here though this may be of importance as the politicians have changed the rules for immigrants living here very recently. Mascha goes to university in Cologne, her little brother goes to school, her mother works free-lance, journalism here, theatre consultant there. In Belarus she was a university teacher of theatre-science and a journalist. Obviously bad luck under the Lukasheko-regime. Do they have enough money to keep the house? What about Mascha, she is turning 22 this december, does she have to quit university to work and make money? Does she have to go back to Belarus? I don't know. We've sent each other a couple of emails since, but if she doesn't want to tell me, I can't force her of course. For her personally, it will be a relief I think, she didn't get along well with her step-father *understatement* But I can vision her, having a bad conscience and making herself a lot of Vorwürfe... what's that word...blaiming herself...I hope it all goes well for her. I don't like it that we're 660 kilometres apart right now

I've been reading for the last couple of days. I'm worrying for myself, too. I seem unable to make friends, I don't let people get close to me, I block them away. I just miss the known faces.

Going to read some more.. I live in my own little world

Oh I forgot. My tagline

They brought a documetary on tv about my old school and they labled it "Elite-school". I'm allergic to that word elite... I didn't watch the documentary though, as I don#t have a tv, but I read about it online.. I think school was totally wasted on me anyway, but to name that hypocritic institution elite..