h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I recently got off the phone, where I was informed by a friend of mine that that in reply to my journal entry, lisa has "nothing to say".

This is, of course, a lovely sentiment, but try as I have to refrain from bitchiness so far, it must be pointed out that the journal entry wasn't directed at, concerned with, or talking about her other than by nature of the fact that she constituted a considerable part of my life up until earlier this year.

Any emotions now held by me, therefore, have nothing whatsoever to do with her (other than by nature of the fact that the way in which I react emotionally is shaped by what I've done hitherto in my life), and as such, I had no expectation of her having anything to say to me, since I have little or nothing to say to her: positive things whilst I still feel for her, and positive as my intentions were, my life has progressed considerably (let me emphasise this) since earlier this year, and - further to this - it has progressed in a manner which hasn't simply constituted my reinventing myself to get around something which was evidently little concern to me.

In addition, and from the abusive, upsetting, and insulting phonecalls which I've received from members of her family, some people evidently still have things to say to me, and if only people who dislike me followed lisa's example and left h2g2, not pausing to read and react to journal entries, and not replying in reaction to journal entries she hasn't read (pausing, carefully, to pass on the message that material she hasn't read, she has no reaction to), I have no doubt whatsoever that my life would be much happier.



thankyou for your attention.. my year's bitchiness has now been vented, and we return you to your regularly scheduled neuroticness.

On the bright side, I'm off to university next week. (although I'm going to miss... uhh... well, suz, since I can take everything else with me ) Messed around as I've been by the accomodation department, I'm hoping that wherever I stay (be it a hotel, temporary accomodation, or my holy grail of actual accomodation), I'll be happy. .. anyway.. yes. I think this is my first actual journal entry for a long time, so .. *tries to think of an ending*.. so.. the dude abides. (No, that made no sense at all, it's not just you).

xxx

...You go girl .

, I will come down and visit you whenever you want me to, you know that

*puts on her cowboy hat and sits on a bar stool, * "I dont know about you, but I take comfort in that"

heh.. right now, the thought's about the only thing keeping me sane.. thankyou.

*giggles and hands you a bottle of sasparilla*

ok, well....if you realise how lame I am, REMEMBER, who else is going to drive your family up the wall if you're in a looney bin???

*declines the sasparilla, brings out some vodka, fresh cream and kabu..la..d..majdkjk...coffee liquor stuff....*

.. quite. ...

besides, they'll never catch me. (pity there isn't a smiley, really..)

ooh! yay! *grabs some ice and a pair of glasses*

*in a mildly sadistic mood, so:*
Thats on the assumption you know who "they" are, James...

I mean, dont you find it rather odd...fairly recently after you'd had a complicated and drawn break up from a 2 year relationship, and then shortly after complications with another interest, that I suddenly decided to post to your user page, as I claimed to have meant to since meeting you for the first time? And how I have managed to ensure an appropriate level of trust and rappor with you that you feel able to use me as a sounding board, friend and even feel comfortable in my presence?...........MWUAHAHHAAAA.
*ends sadistic mood and is actually starting to feel rather guilty, but is kind of.....intrigued with how well that poured out*

Lol, that little cyber thing jon got me has a huge skull on its screen, but the thing wont walk for me, so no walky, no livey *mwuahahah*. No, its low on batteries, when I get new ones, I'll restart him and do it properly.

*covers amy's eyes and ears* , i miss you . I'm only playing about gaining trust under a false pretext, (which you hopefully know :-p). I love you.

.. not at all, but since when did that stop paranoid conspiracy theorists around the world buying up old icbm bunkers and sitting down there worrying that there were people out to get them?

hmm.. *hugs knees and thinks*.. It's odd, but that doesn't invalidate it in the least. And I like it lots, so mner. (the first, and last, time you'll ever see me use that in an open forum. )

aww! *prods it with a pointy stick*.. it must eat batteries.

.. .. you too.

*looks for amy* oh, she's not in here....

*offers her side for njan to snuggle to*

And yes, I should hope so too, using such girly smilies...

You have no idea how worried I am about you.