h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Hahahahaha
I'm happy
Finally
After 2 weeks of utter hell
Me and Ryan are back together
New Mozz Cd
I won an Opera compition
Can any girl ask for anything more?

Its Strange
I never have felt this way
since i got the part of Christine Daae
In the Phantom of The Opera

I have two sides of me:
One is Week (but strong in the scence that that half seems to win most of my decisions)
One is Strog (but also week)

The week side says:
"I love Ryan.
I will do anything he asks.
I will put my lie on the line for the boy that I love.
I will set myself up to be heart broken again.
I just want to be happy.
I will pretend that I dont know that he loses intrest in me.
That his friends are more important.
I will lose my friends for him.
I love him."

The Strong side says:
"I love Ryan.
He hurts me though
This is just like Charles
I can get any guy I want.
So why him?
I should leave him.
I'm pretty.
Guys ask for my hand everyday
He doesnt seem to even try to win me.
What an Ass.
I will stay with him.
If he screws with me again I will leave him though.
I love him."

I want to do so much
I realized something today:
I can get any guy I want.
No matter race, age, dignity, style.
My friend showed me today.
This is why I have so many stalkers!
And I cant stop
Its and addiction
I dont even try!
Oh well.
At least I know I have people in lines
This is such a bad trait.
Sorry to all the Men that I weeve into my webb
I become your dream date
I change to fit your needs
If you see me doing this to you
Im sorry
I do anything to get people to smile
I cant say no
I give people what they want
If you see me doing this please stop me
Thanks Julio for brining this to my attention
I now know why men find me attractive.
Even though I'm not...
OOhh Tea's Done!

Love,
Amelie