This is a Journal entry by Wolfman, Zaphodista :X (soon to be Zarquon again, or maybe not)
Moving On
Wolfman, Zaphodista :X (soon to be Zarquon again, or maybe not) Started conversation Apr 5, 2000
Two days ago I decided to leave Floor 42. I have been a member of Floor 42 for over a year, almost from the begining, but I've been having a lot of issues in my personal life, and lately I've been very easily provoked. It was just too difficult to get along with the various personalities of the other members. With much regret, I chose to leave that community until I sort things out. I don't know how I'm going to live without it; I've gone on that forum almost every day since Feburary of last year. But it's time to move on, and that's what I'm doing.
My prom date has finally picked a dress; I was afraid I was going to have to get my tux before she made up her mind, and rent four different ties so one would match her dress. 
It's going to be silver, which is good because I could definitely see myself wearing a silver tie, but I wish she had picked a black one: she may not be a supermodel, but something about her in a jet black dress drives me out of my mind. 
I'm feeling pretty good right now, compared to last weekend when I was hit with the worst depression I've ever experienced. It's so weird; most of the time I feel fine, happy even, but every once in a while--usually when I'm alone--I get in this mood where all the demons in my life suddenly unite and hit me with an atomic explosion of negative emotions. If it gets much worse or more frequent I don't know how I'll be able to handle it. I'll only resort to medication if it gets to a point where it's really interfering with my every day life, because the idea of depending on a pill for emotional well-being horrifies me. I have an alternative mood stabilizer: Queen. I bought the CD "Classic Queen" a couple weeks ago and I love it. They are my knew favorite band. I'm listening to it right now, and I've been listening to it at least twice a day every day since I got it. Some of the songs like the one I'm listening to right now, "The Show Must Go On" are really inspiring to me. I just can't get enough.
That's all for now.
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