This is a Journal entry by *angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

******A PROMISE TO MY MUM*******

A promise made is a promise kept under the dying sun,
And i wil think of you each day till the promise i made is done.

I promised to always love you from the day that i was born,
We've bonded through some hard times but the promise has never gone.

My promise to you of love from my birth from me will never be torn,
And i will always love you from night time through til dawn.

A promise made is a promise kept til the end of my time,
For you are my love itself my precious mum of mine.

*I* LOVE YOU *MUM*
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX



************MOTHER**************

Mothers have ears that listen, arms that always hold,
Love that's never ending - and a heart that's made of gold.

Thats why i love you Mother and you will always love me too
Thanks Mum.
xxxxxxxxxxx


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Post 2

Xian (walking, talking, living...zombie!)

Ohhhh nice poem, are they your thinking? Very good smiley - smiley

Not the sort of poem I can relate to though...my mum=smiley - yuk lol

xSx


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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi Sian

smiley - love

I'm smiley - sorry for not going in our Wally thread yet, it's just that i have been replying to my other threads first.
smiley - ta for saying it's nice poem, that was sweet of you.
Oh and yeah, they are my own, every single one are hun.
I have seen the thread with putting your mum in the bin, now how could you say that about her.
I bet you do love her deep down.
I guess my mum and i hardly see her, but i love her to bits.
Anyway i am going to get dressed, cos i cant stay in all day can i?
Well i could but that would be lazy lmao smiley - biggrin
Oh well i am going now, and hope to speak soon smiley - ok
Lots of love going your way.
smiley - love xx*NATZ*xx
smiley - rosesmiley - rosesmiley - rose


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Xian (walking, talking, living...zombie!)

Hi Natz

I did put the bin over my mum's head, thinks she can do it to me yet screams the place down when its done to her.

I can't really say that my love for her is anything great. My feelings towards her is that I'm grateful! Sounds heartless to say but its true. I'm the child she rowed with dad day and night to get yet she shows little affection for me. Can't really say I see her as a mum...more like a carer or a nanny. Just the woman who does my washing and orders me about. smiley - erm


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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Oh Hun

smiley - love

I was like that myself at one time, and still just a little.
I moved out cos i had enough, but i still love her just the same.
It's strange though, cos she doesn't hardly give it to me back.
Now our Alan's mum, well she treats me like a daughter what she never had.
She is a sweet person, but sometimes annoying and i still love her.
I thought you were only joking when i read what you put up on the, what was the last thing you put in the bin.
But now i know you are not.
My mum has only got time for my other 2 sisters, but the funny thing is, isn't it the first daughter they go to.
Not in my case it doesn't, cos she hasn't got the time of day for me, but i love her all the same.
Anyway keep your chin up, maybe one day she will see what a nice daughter you are.
Anyway hun im going to do 2 more postings, then i'm going to bed.
So you take care cos i care smiley - ok
Lots of love always.
smiley - love from xx*NATZ*xx
smiley - rosesmiley - rose


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Xian (walking, talking, living...zombie!)

Hmmm...'wishes'...smiley - smiley

Put the bin over me dad too...at least he laughed his head off with me.
Can't bring myself round to say I love my mum, I probably do. Just that I think of all the times she has sh*tted on me (s'cuse my language smiley - laugh) and all the times she smothered my 2 older brothers with love and not me. Funny thing is that my brothers treat her like dirt...one has dis-owned her and I'm the only muppet who stays loya;, being at her every beck and call smiley - erm

See you later

xx


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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi Sian

smiley - love

Listen my email addy is around on one of my threads, just look around for it and email smiley - ok
Can i ask you something if i may?
It's just that i want to know, how old are your brothers.
Are they older or younger, and what number are you in the line.
Like for instance, i am in the middle so in other words i was the third.
I had 2 brothers, but one of them died 3 years ago with cancer in his spine, he was 44.
My other brother is now 44 just,
Then there is me 29 and a half.
Next 2 other girls one is 27 and the other is 25.
In order Ken, John, (Linda(me)) Pam and the Ang.
Every time i say to me mum that i love her, with a bit of force she says it back, but i know deep down that she does, but not as much as i want her too.
One day you will get a place of your own like i did, but be xtra xareful aswell.
Don't do the same mistake as i did though, by opning the door to a complete stranger smiley - ok
Cos look where it's got me, Menopausal, suffering with my nerves and have speudo seizures.
Cos the smiley - bleeper R***d me.
Anyway hun i was suppose to doing other postings, but when i saw your message, i thought that you needed support.
So be careful when you do get a place of your own smiley - ok
Anyway i am going now, cos if i don't get a move on, i will be a sleep trying to write my messages.
Take care cos i care smiley - ok
Lots of love.
smiley - love xx*NATZ*xx
smiley - hugsmiley - rosesmiley - cuddle


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Post 8

honeypot01xx

hi nats smiley - smiley
u have done it again,they r very good smiley - bubbly
wish i could say the same about my mum,i love her because shes my mum,but she is never there 4 me when i need her so my feelings 4 her r not strong ones,i feel more 4 my mum inlaw...what is it they say smiley - huh u can pick ur friends but not ur familey...

t/c smiley - love Annette smiley - rose


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Post 9

*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi Annette

I havent from you for awhile now, hope you are smiley - ok
Well my mum is just like yours aswell, shes got more love for my other sisters.
My feelings towards my mum are strong, but not strong enough, if you know what i mean?
I'm not feeling to good today, i feel smiley - ill and drained.
I have to go the hospital tomorrow morning smiley - wah
To get blood tests done, cos they think my thyroids have gone worse.
Not only that i have an ear infection, aswell as a water infection.
Anyway i'm blubbering here and i am smiley - sorry for moaning.
I am glad that you like my poems, i have got more to put up again.
But not just yet, cos i need a break.
Anyway you take care also.
Catch you later smiley - ok
smiley - love xx*NATS*xx
smiley - rosesmiley - rose


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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi Annette

I havent from you for awhile now, hope you are smiley - ok
Well my mum is just like yours aswell, shes got more love for my other sisters.
My feelings towards my mum are strong, but not strong enough, if you know what i mean?
I'm not feeling to good today, i feel smiley - ill and drained.
I have to go the hospital tomorrow morning smiley - wah
To get blood tests done, cos they think my thyroids have gone worse.
Not only that i have an ear infection, aswell as a water infection.
Anyway i'm blubbering here and i am smiley - sorry for moaning.
I am glad that you like my poems, i have got more to put up again.
But not just yet, cos i need a break.
Anyway you take care also.
Catch you later smiley - ok
smiley - love xx*NATS*xx
smiley - rosesmiley - rose


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Post 11

honeypot01xx

hi nats
sorry ur feeling so down smiley - hug
hope everything went smiley - ok at the hospital smiley - rose
i'm on my email more than on here,so if u fancy a chat through email my addy is on my page...
hope ur feeling better now,chat soon smiley - love Annette smiley - rose


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Post 12

AngelicWitch (ACE)

NaTZ,
hello hows you today?


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Post 13

*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi hun

Im smiley - sorry this is late getting back to you, but i did have company lol smiley - biggrin and that was my Stuey.
He went at 9:00pm last night, and i am missing him already.
What am i like hey? lol
He hasnt rang up yet, and when he does you wont see me for dust lol smiley - biggrin
Anyway how are you?


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Post 14

helena9

hi nats lovely poem made me cry am having to put my mum in rest home and it's breaking my heart she has gone very frail she told me she is giving up she just wants dad to come for her have been trying all day to get through on h2g2 finally got through i came back thur and going back up after the 30th tried to get msg to sal but this thing keeps going wrong if you spk to her or if you see this msg sal will ph mon will go libary tue to see all my msgs properly as i have been givin mobility at long last so i brought a scooter so i have my freedom and inderpendance back yippeee!! hope all is well your end hope to spk soon smiley - love h


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*angelicaheaven* xxi will take thee stuart to be my husband for eternity.xx

Hi hun

smiley - love

I hope you don't mind me calling you that?
I am so smiley - sorry to hear that about your mum, it must be awful for you.
Where did you say your mum was again, cos i cant recall it smiley - sorry
I will tell Sal if i see her on for you, but if you do contact he before i do let me know please.
I was like a couple of days trying to get on, or even trying to post a message aswell.
I am made up that you got your scooter, so dont you go speeding on it smiley - ok lol smiley - biggrin
I am ever so grateful of you liking my poems, under the circumstances.
I do hope that everything goes well for you, i really really do.
You should see my ankle, its up like a barrage ballool, and it blinking well kills.
It has been like this ever since i had it broken in February.
My so called friend done it when he beat me up, i even ended up in hospital getting my rib taken out cos it was unrepairable.
Where you on LD by any chance?
If you were what was your usename?, mine is still the same except the caption at th end.
Anyway i am wittering on here like a old crow, so i will go for now nad hope to speak soon.
So you take care cos i care smiley - ok
Lots of love going your way.
smiley - love xx*NATS*xx
smiley - hugsmiley - cuddlesmiley - rose


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honeypot01xx

i know how u feel,i used 2b like that b4 kev moved in with me smiley - laugh its mad but u cant help how u feel smiley - smiley
so how fast can u smiley - run when u hear the phone smiley - huhsmiley - laugh
t/c smiley - love Annette smiley - rosesmiley - disco


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Post 17

helena9

hi nats at library cant get through on cable mum stays in fazakerly well for now till we get her a rest home back down to liverpool after the 10sep hope your ankle is soon better take care will keep trying the cable hope to get through sometime?? smiley - loveh x


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