This is a Journal entry by I_aM_hAtEd_88

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Post 1

I_aM_hAtEd_88

Life at the moment is so depressing and I dont really know whats wrong with me!! people tell me lifes to short and to enjoy life but I have tryed and I just cant!! maybe I will change well I hope so!! I miss bryan he hasnt spoken to me since we met! I miss my big bro! xXx


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Post 2

^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE

smiley - wah i know how its is hun...iv been through a lot...self harm...brken family,,,,depression,,,attempted suicide...but it does gett better smiley - hug and at leats yuo know you have friends that care for you smiley - kiss

why dont you call Bryan then darlin??

LoZ smiley - ghost xxx


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Post 3

I_aM_hAtEd_88

Yeah i do know i have friends on here i can talk to! its just i find it hard to tell people what has happened to me! not even my best friend knows only my mom, dad, brothers and bryan! i dont wanna ring bryan cause i think he hates me!! xXx


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Post 4

^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE

aww sweetie im always here..im no gonna make you tell me things but aslong as i know your happy and not building tension and self hatred inside im smiley - ok not telling anyone how you feel could lead to a path of emotional self destruction......
hunni just call him! you wont find out if he hates you till you hear him say it! and i bet he doesnt hate you...he s ya babe smiley - hug xxxx


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Post 5

I_aM_hAtEd_88

if i feel better l8er i wil ring him and then ring u after to let u know how it goes! xXx


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Post 6

^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE

thanx babe id like that......talk later... have a good day n be happy smiley - biggrin

smiley - love and smiley - hugs


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Post 7

I_aM_hAtEd_88

loz..i couldnt do it sorry... i hope u r okay...luv Kirsty xXx


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Post 8

Researcher 232059

soz 4 buttin in... is this bryan ex lder billie joe ur talkin bout?

if so, aahhh so ur chick he went to meet that time... he told me he woz gonna get some of his girlie m8s 2 beat up via... that woz bristol, or birmingham or sum oher english city beginnin wiv "b" lol

xx


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Post 9

I_aM_hAtEd_88

yeah thats me alright he came to see me in birmingham!! wot did he say to u about me?? xXx by the way my names Kirsty wots urs?? xXx


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Post 10

Researcher 232059

yeh? he didnt tell me much, but afterward and for a wee while afterward he was always on about how suicidally depressed he woz...
hmm woznt it bout 6 weeks ago now... i remeber that coz im sure it was the weekend 4 i broke off college smiley - smiley

well, nice 2 spk 2 ya Kirsty, im Louisey


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Post 11

I_aM_hAtEd_88

Please to meet u to louisey! so ho do u know byran?? he hasnt bin on here in ages!! i cant bring my self to phone him though!! i like ur spce by the way its kool and its so right about the stuff u have put!! xXx


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Post 12

Researcher 232059

how do i kno bryan? christ ive knonw him 4 about 2 yrs... im a really close friend of his... xxx
mind u, ive not spoken 2 him in ages...i dunno if hes still usin his johnnyrotten email add, ive got his mob number but cant b arsed phonin lol smiley - smiley

so, how do u know him doll? xxx

aww thanx... the stuff ive put? what in perticular...?xxx


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Post 13

I_aM_hAtEd_88

I known byran for about a year now i meet him on ld and we have bin really close ever since untill he came down to see me that is! yes he is still using his Jonny Rotten email addy! i like all ur space but the thing i like the most was the big about ur dislikes! where r u from then?? xXx


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Post 14

Researcher 232059

thats good to know... its just coz hes always movin around, n his email add is at his dads house obv! lolxxxx
i'll hav 2 email him n catch up

im from fife dollie... im guessin ur fae birmingham then?xxx

ah, ta sweetie, yeh... my dislikes r important 2 me... im funny bout who i allow spk to me(soz, u'll hav 2 get used 2 me, im v pretentious sumtimes...its a mood swing thing smiley - smiley)...
so, i guess u dislike the same things?x


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Post 15

Researcher 232059

i just tried sendin him an email to [Personal details removed by Moderator]smiley - wah and i got a reply sayin that email account doesnt exist! how could he... he told me he woz changin his email address... but why!? how could he disown the name of johnny rotten? i mean johnny rotten was the most important thing 2 happen to british music!! even if he woz a c**t...smiley - wah

*LouiSeY Toddles Off Unimpressed*

tee hhee


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Post 16

I_aM_hAtEd_88

i dont know but he has moved now! he comes on here now!! xXx yeh i do dislike the same things as u! xxx


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Post 17

JockMacAbre

Kirsty...
Meet LouiSeY...
My ex girlfriend... The one i barely ever shut up abot a couple of months ago lol

LouiSeY...
Meet Kirsty...
Me lovely lil brummy sister...

How are yas both xx


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Post 18

I_aM_hAtEd_88

i ave already meet her and she is really nice! xXx


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