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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Started conversation Jul 8, 2003
Life at the moment is so depressing and I dont really know whats wrong with me!! people tell me lifes to short and to enjoy life but I have tryed and I just cant!! maybe I will change well I hope so!! I miss bryan he hasnt spoken to me since we met! I miss my big bro! xXx
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^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE Posted Jul 8, 2003
i know how its is hun...iv been through a lot...self harm...brken family,,,,depression,,,attempted suicide...but it does gett better and at leats yuo know you have friends that care for you
why dont you call Bryan then darlin??
LoZ xxx
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 10, 2003
Yeah i do know i have friends on here i can talk to! its just i find it hard to tell people what has happened to me! not even my best friend knows only my mom, dad, brothers and bryan! i dont wanna ring bryan cause i think he hates me!! xXx
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^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE Posted Jul 10, 2003
aww sweetie im always here..im no gonna make you tell me things but aslong as i know your happy and not building tension and self hatred inside im not telling anyone how you feel could lead to a path of emotional self destruction......
hunni just call him! you wont find out if he hates you till you hear him say it! and i bet he doesnt hate you...he s ya babe xxxx
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 10, 2003
if i feel better l8er i wil ring him and then ring u after to let u know how it goes! xXx
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 13, 2003
loz..i couldnt do it sorry... i hope u r okay...luv Kirsty xXx
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Researcher 232059 Posted Jul 15, 2003
soz 4 buttin in... is this bryan ex lder billie joe ur talkin bout?
if so, aahhh so ur chick he went to meet that time... he told me he woz gonna get some of his girlie m8s 2 beat up via... that woz bristol, or birmingham or sum oher english city beginnin wiv "b" lol
xx
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 16, 2003
yeah thats me alright he came to see me in birmingham!! wot did he say to u about me?? xXx by the way my names Kirsty wots urs?? xXx
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Researcher 232059 Posted Jul 16, 2003
yeh? he didnt tell me much, but afterward and for a wee while afterward he was always on about how suicidally depressed he woz...
hmm woznt it bout 6 weeks ago now... i remeber that coz im sure it was the weekend 4 i broke off college
well, nice 2 spk 2 ya Kirsty, im Louisey
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 16, 2003
Please to meet u to louisey! so ho do u know byran?? he hasnt bin on here in ages!! i cant bring my self to phone him though!! i like ur spce by the way its kool and its so right about the stuff u have put!! xXx
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Researcher 232059 Posted Jul 16, 2003
how do i kno bryan? christ ive knonw him 4 about 2 yrs... im a really close friend of his... xxx
mind u, ive not spoken 2 him in ages...i dunno if hes still usin his johnnyrotten email add, ive got his mob number but cant b arsed phonin lol
so, how do u know him doll? xxx
aww thanx... the stuff ive put? what in perticular...?xxx
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Jul 16, 2003
I known byran for about a year now i meet him on ld and we have bin really close ever since untill he came down to see me that is! yes he is still using his Jonny Rotten email addy! i like all ur space but the thing i like the most was the big about ur dislikes! where r u from then?? xXx
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Researcher 232059 Posted Jul 16, 2003
thats good to know... its just coz hes always movin around, n his email add is at his dads house obv! lolxxxx
i'll hav 2 email him n catch up
im from fife dollie... im guessin ur fae birmingham then?xxx
ah, ta sweetie, yeh... my dislikes r important 2 me... im funny bout who i allow spk to me(soz, u'll hav 2 get used 2 me, im v pretentious sumtimes...its a mood swing thing )...
so, i guess u dislike the same things?x
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Researcher 232059 Posted Jul 16, 2003
i just tried sendin him an email to [Personal details removed by Moderator] and i got a reply sayin that email account doesnt exist! how could he... he told me he woz changin his email address... but why!? how could he disown the name of johnny rotten? i mean johnny rotten was the most important thing 2 happen to british music!! even if he woz a c**t...
*LouiSeY Toddles Off Unimpressed*
tee hhee
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I_aM_hAtEd_88 Posted Aug 8, 2003
i dont know but he has moved now! he comes on here now!! xXx yeh i do dislike the same things as u! xxx
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JockMacAbre Posted Aug 8, 2003
Kirsty...
Meet LouiSeY...
My ex girlfriend... The one i barely ever shut up abot a couple of months ago lol
LouiSeY...
Meet Kirsty...
Me lovely lil brummy sister...
How are yas both xx
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- 1: I_aM_hAtEd_88 (Jul 8, 2003)
- 2: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 8, 2003)
- 3: I_aM_hAtEd_88 (Jul 10, 2003)
- 4: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 10, 2003)
- 5: I_aM_hAtEd_88 (Jul 10, 2003)
- 6: ^PrInCeSs LoZ^ WONT BE HERE NO MORE (Jul 10, 2003)
- 7: I_aM_hAtEd_88 (Jul 13, 2003)
- 8: Researcher 232059 (Jul 15, 2003)
- 9: I_aM_hAtEd_88 (Jul 16, 2003)
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