h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I'm in one of those moods... Started this morning, sort of left me at work since I was busy, but it's down on me again. Down and not really sure why. Blame the coffee I had at work since I'm not really supposed to drink it, it makes me go funny - like this. All paranoid and frightened. Dunno why I drank it. But I was feeling a bit miserable before the deed, on the way to work in the morning.

Maybe it's the weather - sort of dull, not doing anything exciting. Then the drizzle all day, semi-rain, not spring showers and not dramatic thunderstorms. Just boring, relentless drizzle.

I wish I could snap out of it tonight cos I don't like feeling like this. There's a huge optimism and joy inside me and it sits uneasily with these dark moods. It's not 'me' at the moment.

I bet this sounds really daft. Everything seems to be going right at the moment, I've no reason to worry and get upset. There's just this gnawing anger and feeling of being hard done by in me, that seems to have no reason for being. It doesn't happen very often, it's just horrible when it does. I suppose everyone has bad days from time to time. I know some of my friends go through the same now and again too.

I feel a bit silly now, writing all this into the web for all to see. Hope no one thinks I'm stoopid.

No one will think you are stupid. sept me. Cause I know ya.
Are you sure there is nothing? Are you telling yourself things are ok when they are not?
Just a thought.

Do some of that <<<< makes you feel better.

aManda