h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Really wasn't gone very long, so I'm sure why I'm bothering to say so. So... I suppose I had a nice time, but for some reason now I'm just really, well, down, I guess. But, I suppose that's the trick of anticipation. If you're stupid enough to look forward to a possibility, then you should be prepared for the letdown. Standard pessimistic operating procedure shall once again apply .

I shouldn't get like this. Maybe I'm just tired. I think I must always be tired. Normally, I like to have all the data in before settling on an opinion regarding a matter. Now I throw perspective aside for the most part. Meh. I think it will help to have my babies back. The last time they were away from me this long, I was in England. And in England I had *James*. I hate not having the tiddle tids. I hate it as much as I hate not having James around.

So...yup.

Tiddle tids can always help the mood, I have discovered. (When they hit their teens it can be a different matter, IMHO.) Are you still not sleeping?

Hugs, babe.

I'm glad you're back.

Hmm..I guess my sleeping is still touch and go.

Thank jerms

I'm feeling better, just fyi..not in such a funk anyway. Hmmm...

Well that's good. Wish I could say the same...

Just generally pleah, eh. I have that sort of mood. I tend to get so listless and can't do anything anyway. Just want to look out of the window and sigh.

*sends love*

Maybe part of it is I'm tired of that 'well someday when things finally work out, then everything will be fine...' game that i've been playing for almost a decade :P. I guess I'd like to hope that this time is different in that having my family together and making that life work is something I honestly want, and it's a tangible, attainable thing. We'll see, I suppose

Yep. I know that game; thirteen years and counting. I'm glad it's attenable for you, though. You have a great husband who loves you... I'm sure he wishes he was there right now. It seems you also have some fantastic ankle-biters too. Don't forget that these people love you and you love them. Give them a hug whenever you can, even if it's only for me.

Aw..thanks