This is a Journal entry by Becerikli

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Post 1

Becerikli

Yesterday was supposed to be a good day. After work we went with a colleague for a couple of ciders, after that we went to her flat for a bit of Playstationing. My favourite game show started and we started watching the Weakest Link. One of the contestors was an ex of mine, as handsome and clever as ever. He made it to the final round. In fact, no one voted for him to leave during the whole show. Not even one vote! He didn't win, though, poor chap.

I really miss him. Why is it so hard to get over some people? smiley - blue


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Post 2

cafram - in the states.

smiley - sadface

smiley - hug

Some people just stick like that, whereas others you can get over straight away. The worst is when you think you're over someone, then you see them....and you realise you're not. smiley - sadface

smiley - cuddle


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Post 3

Becerikli

smiley - cuddle
You are so right. Though, I really should learn to shut up sometimes.. I told a friend (who also knew this guy) and she decided that she's gonna do something about it.. Now it would seem this coming weekend I'm gonna go to a party and two dates.. smiley - yikes (It's a long weekend for us, next Friday is our Independence Day - a day off with full pay smiley - smiley)


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Post 4

cafram - in the states.

hmm...could be good or could be bad - it's nice when people try to fix things, but it can get annoying too smiley - erm

Yay for the long weekend, anyway!! smiley - biggrin


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Post 5

Becerikli

Well, I'm mostly taking this as an interesting experience. smiley - smiley This one bloke especially I've emailed with seems quite interesting - and even interested. Him I'm meeting on Sunday. I kind of hope we find each other as interesting live as we do by email.. Well, that remains to be seen. smiley - smiley

Happy Independence day! smiley - smiley


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Post 6

cafram - in the states.

ooh good luck! My dad's been meeting with a new bloke he met online - I get to meet him tonight...hopefully he's not as bad as the last!! smiley - erm

Happy Independance Day smiley - smiley


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Post 7

Becerikli

Good luck to you too, then. smiley - smiley From what I've gathered I'm sure he *cannot* be as bad.. (Hey, I'm a lurker after all, I've lurked at your journals too smiley - winkeye) The last guy I met online used me, lied to me and cheated on me. Then again, the bloke before that (the guy on the game show actually) was really loving and in every possible way good to me. Except that he lived over 600km away, which was a bit too much in the end. Yes, there are bad people but then there are really good people. One can only hope to meet one of the good guys and stear clear from the bad guys. Or something like that. smiley - smiley


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Post 8

cafram - in the states.

I'd be surprised if *anyone* is as bad as the last one!! smiley - winkeye

Yep, there are always good ones and bad ones - the problem is telling them apart early enough!


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Post 9

Becerikli

Me too, actually. I thought people like that exist only in movies. But now I got to go and clean up my flat, just in case.. smiley - winkeye

Later, sweetie. smiley - hug


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Post 10

cafram - in the states.

Happy cleaning - have a great weekend! smiley - biggrin


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Post 11

Becerikli

Oh dear.. Now I know exactly what Douglas meant when he wrote "Arthur woke up and instantly regretted it." smiley - hangover

Funny thing, though. After the party when we went to a bar and left our coats and things at the door, the ticket said my coat was number D42. smiley - smiley


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Post 12

cafram - in the states.

smiley - laughsmiley - laugh so a good night then?!

Have some smiley - oj and fried fatty food smiley - smiley


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Post 13

Becerikli

This is a bit unreal.. My today's date was charming, funny, romantic and quite cute actually. He even bought me dinner - I felt like a true lady. And he wants to see me again! smiley - biggrin


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Post 14

cafram - in the states.

smiley - wow fantastic!! When's the next date?!


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Post 15

Becerikli

Quite seriously looks like tomorrow.. smiley - smiley


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Post 16

cafram - in the states.

Awesome! You excited?

smiley - wow


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Post 17

Becerikli

*shakes*
*jumps up and down*
*claps hands*
*rummages through wardrobe, disqualifies everything*

No, not really. Why you ask? smiley - smiley


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Post 18

cafram - in the states.

smiley - laugh

I tyhink I detect a shopping spree....you must go out and buy brand new things to make you fell *more* than wonderful! Screw the cost, just make sure you have a great night!


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Post 19

Becerikli

And payday isn't until on Friday! smiley - yikes Well, I got a couple of decent things.. A moment ago I got a text message saying all day he's been thinking about a pair of beautiful brown eyes.. *HappySigh* I bet he's like Santa Claus; just when you get used to him, you find out he doesn't exist. I'd better enjoy it till then, right? smiley - smiley


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Post 20

cafram - in the states.

*sigh* sounds wonderful smiley - smiley

Maybe maybe maybe this santa clause *does* exist?!

*fingers crossed*

smiley - santa


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