h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I was reading over my past ebtries on here just now, and suddenly I find myself crying. So much has happened this year, it is just too much to handle!!! I read the entry about falling over in PE, and it all came flooding back about Jonathan. Next year, my resolution is to not get as involved with lads. Sure, I will snog the face off Callum when and where possible, but I won't fall in love. I can't. It'll kill me this time. I know it will. Literally.
I'm being serious. I'm not being dramatic, or meaning that inside I will die. I mean, if I feel like I felt ever again, I will kill myself. The thought of it was so strong when he dumped me, I can't risk it again. I just can't.
New years resolutions therefore are:
1 - To never fall in love
2 - To learn to trust those who I shou;d actually trust, and not the fakes
3 - To start all over again in my love life, because I made some huge mistakes this year...

Last thing to do this year is say thank you. Thank you to some people that have made 2005 very special. Special in a way I will never forget. Ie, Alex, Jonathan, Danny, and all of my friends.

And now I raise my glass, and say to everyone, "to the future, and even more so to the past"

Good luck everybody, in all that you do. Love to you all x x x

Don't fall in love I agree with. But don't kill yourself. A friend of mine tried that and is now likely to die slowly from a failing liver. If it fails, you're left with a load of emotional and sometimes physical scars. If it succeeds, it is probably the most selfish thing you can do, regarding your family and friends. Sorry for the lecture but people say it all too often in jest and noe never knows if someone really means it.