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Snow!!!
Posted Mar 4, 2006
In March... hmmmm oddness...
Oh well, it means I get kisses in the snow off Ryan, hehe <333
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Dumped...
Posted Jan 28, 2006
Callum dumped me... I'm in serious shock... So shocked I can't even cry...
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Crying...
Posted Dec 31, 2005
I was reading over my past ebtries on here just now, and suddenly I find myself crying. So much has happened this year, it is just too much to handle!!! I read the entry about falling over in PE, and it all came flooding back about Jonathan. Next year, my resolution is to not get as involved with lads. Sure, I will snog the face off Callum when and where possible, but I won't fall in love. I can't. It'll kill me this time. I know it will. Literally.
I'm being serious. I'm not being dramatic, or meaning that inside I will die. I mean, if I feel like I felt ever again, I will kill myself. The thought of it was so strong when he dumped me, I can't risk it again. I just can't.
New years resolutions therefore are:
1 - To never fall in love
2 - To learn to trust those who I shou;d actually trust, and not the fakes
3 - To start all over again in my love life, because I made some huge mistakes this year...
Last thing to do this year is say thank you. Thank you to some people that have made 2005 very special. Special in a way I will never forget. Ie, Alex, Jonathan, Danny, and all of my friends.
And now I raise my glass, and say to everyone, "to the future, and even more so to the past"
Good luck everybody, in all that you do. Love to you all x x x
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Aint it amazing?
Posted Dec 31, 2005
Isn't it amazing how one person can make you forget your past? I am seriously over Jonathan... and why? Because my friend Callum asked me out, and he is just amazing, so I said yes, and he makes me so happy! He always makes me laugh, and I don't feel hollow about Berks anymore! It's brilliant! Like, Jonathan has a new girlfriend, and I don't want to kill her, I want to shake his hand and say congratulations! OK, I was in shock at first, but as Callum said - I have him now, I don't need Berks. I can move on happily. And I have. I have finally moved on. Thank you so much!
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Crying
Posted Dec 11, 2005
OK, because I don't want to sound like a whining idiot on the other website, I shall type it here. I am crying. Alot. About Jonathan. Who I love. And miss so much. I want him back...
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