h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

Bye...Thank for caring!!

See you later...probably!

No worries and the probably is a definatly as I am now back.

How are you now Lil?

*sighs*

stuck in work.

A lot better thank you!!

Sorry for the whinge and tears earlier... RL gets me like that now and again. I'm getting better though! This time last year... I would have gone to bed for three days!

No need to apoligise. I am happy that your willing to talk to me.

Besides I know how much RL can get people down. God knows it does for me from time to time.

*whispers* like now to be honest.

Do you want to talk?

Or are you going to play the masculine, stiff upperlipped Briton?

No I am not a British stiff mascualine upper lipped. In fact I am something completly different to paraphrase monty python.

To be honest I am not sure what the problem is. Just feeling really down and if I get like this I tend to be my worse problem.

I care to much. I have no thick skin and I care when no oen else does even if they don't deserve it. Just who I am.

My name means Rock.
I am a picese with a lot of piscean traits.

So I am the kind shoulder to lean on for a lot of people I care about and there problems are effecting me because there is nothing that I can do about it.

I hope you understand if I say I cannot tell you of there problems.

Hell but I am also feel undervalued, illused and having a lot of natural friendleness and helpfullness thrown back in my face and quite viciously to.

Then my advice is for this little to join this miserable crab and hide under a rock for a couple of days...let the wounds heal and then come back, fitter and brighter...the problems for others and yourself will still be there when you come back out again.


Come here...lets have a

Thank you, but I can't hide under a rock unfortunatly. Hell I am trying to live up to too many expectations I think. One of my friends is heading for a nervous breakdown. I am feeling the same. I hate my job, I can't motivate myself to do what I want, I am holding it together but it has been so damm close at times.

*fighting back tears*

Hell the irony is I am just beginning to really enjoy myself on here.

*because i need it*

Big

you must keep a little bit back for yourself...your friend will have a nervous breakdown, with or without you! At the moment your friend is all take, take, take... and that is exhausting! You need the stimulus of receiving too.. which is probably what you are getting from hootoo atm.

Friendships form very quickly online... unfortunately they can be broken just as fast because of misunderstandings and the fact that we only have to show our feelings and our voice tones.. can make it difficult to see where the lines are drawn!

I am very tactile in RL...this afternoon I was enjoying myself with you and also teaching Ena a lesson... yes dear...you wanted Khamsin.

You are aware that I am here most of the time...we can talk as you wish here or on a new thread.. that is up to you

I know. I work in a call centre and one of the first facts drummed in was that over the phone you can only rely on 22% of our communicative ability.

Also I know how easy it is to make and lose friendships on line. I used to chat on chathouse and I learnt some important and painful lessons there.

I am very tactile in private in RL. I am someone who is very emotional but being the person that I am I tend to bottle everything up. Very bad for me I know but I have been trying to solve it for over 2 1/2 years and it is hard. So very hard.

I enjoyed it - I just hope that I didn't hurt Ena's feelings. Where you tend to blur the line between RL and RP, I have always tried to make a distinction IC and OOC.

Don't know why but I have in my life made a few freaky characters.

*Throws herself on top of Flamestrike and kisses him passionately and in a husky voice asks*

Like this? Lil has never called you anything other than Flamestrike on this thread...that should be a clue!

Also there is the element of surprise too!*They roll together on to the floor*

*Where Flamestrike holds lil at arms length... and breathing deeply says*....

*Surprised, shocked and realisation dawn*

My God

Call me Pete, please *he looks gently into Lils eyes a tenderness there not usually in men*

Hello Pete

Hello

You do realise that we are still on the floor and you are lying on top of me??

*still looking in your eyes*

I do now

*goes to get up verrrrryy slooooowwwwllyyyy*

*Stares back into your eyes...certain I know you.. and yet...*

*lies quite still*

*the look in his eyes say do you want me to stand?*

*Reading the look in your eyes* Where do you think you know me from?