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Is this the end?

It's happened, it's finally happened. I never thought this day would come, but it has. I sat in my room last night with the lights off, thinking. And I realised that I don't *need* H2G2. I don't *need* anything. I realised that I didn't *want* to spend my life in front of a computer after all.

I have so many friends here, and that's beginning to be a problem. I'm probably never going to meet any of you. How can I have a *proper* friendship with people I'll never see?

Easily.. I found.. but with difficulty at the same time. It's not that I don't like you all anymore, because I do. I'm just drifting away.

My H2G2 obsession is over. Every phase I have ever gone through is over.

It is now time to *live*.

Goodbye. I am going to go and live my life. I will come back here ever so often, see how things are looking, see who's been leaving messages for me. But the excitement will be gone, as it already has.

Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, if not better.

Goodbye.. It's such a hard thing to say.. I prefer..

Au revoir.

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Latest reply: Dec 11, 1999

Okay, I'm all upset now.

Colin's going hjome and I'm not going to be able to talk to him for another five weeks. Muh. smiley - sadface

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Latest reply: Dec 10, 1999

ressurection

it's got to end
this ain't noway to treat a friend..
but everytime we try breaking it up
well it always starts again
i can't let it go
it's wrong and we both know
but it's out of our control..

And thankyou to Steps for that delightfully appropriate number.

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Latest reply: Dec 4, 1999

a question, on a serious note (for once)

Am I the only person in the universe who falls in love, but doesn't actually know who they're in love *with* ??

God, this is annoying.

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Latest reply: Dec 3, 1999

WARNING

Just a warning. I am currently going through a period of self-hate. Now that I am not in harmony with even myself, if I am nasty to anyone please forgive me.

I am not using it as an excuse, just a warning.

10:30 Dec. 3rd 99

I'm sorry Skeleton.

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