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I'm still here! I'm still alive! I think that's wonderful.

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Latest reply: Nov 9, 1999

thought of the day

I was just wondering...

So, we all have this instinct that
makes us want to create offsprings
and preserve our species, right? 

Could providing sperm or eggs for
others be considered one way to act
upon this instinct?

I know. There's a huge monetary
insentive to this. I was just
wondering...
 

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Latest reply: Sep 14, 1999

after the concert

Just came back from Tori Amos
& Alanis Morissette Concert!
They were great. I came back
really feeling like playing
my flute. Don't ask me why,
but being at a great event
like that makes me want to
practice. I feel that way
after giving a really good
performance too...

just an early morning
rambling of a twisted
musician.

later smiley - bigeyes
 

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Latest reply: Sep 11, 1999

my summer in a nutshell

Classes started on last Tuesday, and that brought the
official end to my summer of 1999. As I said at the
beginning of the summer, this one was a differet summer
from any other ones.

I got to take a flute lesson for the first time in a long,
long time. Yippy. Yes, I absolutely admire my teacher,
and I like her lessons.

Anyhow, I was telling her what happenned this summer, and
I now feel like sharing it here. After all, I'd better
have good excuses for not updating this page. So here is my
summer of 1999 in a nutshell:

I was rather depressed.

The symptoms of depression were very prominet by the middle of
the spring semester, but I've been like that on and off before.
You see, I was one of those really introverted kid.
I would spend many hours staring at my toes when everyone's
playing in the playground. Plus, I had couple traumatic
things happen to me early on that made me...... stay in the
shadow.

I finally went to a psychologist, but that didn't really help
me. After some serious conversations with my good friend,
I dumped my psychologist and found a psychiatrist.
That was in August. It sure took me long enough to realize
that those psychologists were once psychology majors much like
the ones around me who complain that their multiple-choice
exams are so hard.

So here I am, feeling like doing something for once. I've been
taking medication for the last few weeks, and that helps.
It was interesting how I stopped thinking about death and suicide
and other unhappy thoughts after I started taking it.

OK. You've got the idea. I'll stop right here. I was in
the mood for blabbing about my problems, but I'm getting
better. I'm making progress. Hopefully I'll update this page
more often. Hope.
 

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Latest reply: Sep 3, 1999

The End of the Summer

Well, I have less than a month of the summer to go. I spent most of
the summer doing nothing, but my friends and I had fun together so
that's ok. Many thanks to
SetupWeasel and
Nahks for keeping me out of trouble.

As far as updating this page, I hope it will happen more often
starting Fall Semester. My much-needed vacation is almost over, but,
hey, seeing South Park movie 3 times makes my summer complete. All
things considered, I had a meaningful summer. 

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Latest reply: Jul 19, 1999


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