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why????
Posted Apr 27, 2001
dave is dead. i dont know how or why right now but i suspect it is suicide. dave has been my friend since grade school. if not my best friend, at least my oldest. he lived down the hall from me, i haven't heard from him in a few days and had begun to worry, and just 30 minutes ago I saw the policeman investigating his apartment and he told me that he was dead, and im not allowed to tell anyone untill i talk to the detectives. i called her cause i had to talk to someone but she could only do so much now i cant call anyone elase cause everyone else i know knows him so i am just sitting here entering my feeling in shock. dave was dave. he had his problems but things were strating to go the right way i thought he was holding down a job and was off of the drugs if not the booze it was something. i don't feel anything right now i am a void first paul and now this i am naseuos but i cant vomit. i wondered yesterday if everything was ok cause i hadn't heard from him and now he is dead the lasttime i saw him i pretty much blew him off and he prolly went over there and killed himself. i want to curl myself up into a little ball and wait for it all to go away. what am i supposed to feel? i don't know if i am felling anything numb dizzy sick.f**k now what oh this hurtd i need to contain these feelings too they hurt too much my friends are dying. why do they keep killing themselves?why. I knew dave since we were in 3rd grade together that like 6 or something we had our fights but he seemed solid. we gamed toghet i got him kicked out of the army, heh, that was the best joke yet, f**k why dave why ? he lest me use his place to score in, he was there when my heart was broken, i failed him
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perfect
Posted Apr 12, 2001
Bah I am w********d! my day is a big k***d j****f of g******W. First to get busted at work then, to have my truck break down AGAIN, then to find out my $700.00 custom suit of armor was lifted, Now someone has gone on a put a very nice peircing entry on the h2g2 while my work in progress is still being held by the editors. this is day just gets better and better.
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coming home
Posted Mar 15, 2001
Well Im back and my world is still screwed up ( can i say that now?) the more things change the more they stay the same (ohh is that plagerising? I think I heard it in a song.)
Well it will be intersting to see what survived of the old h2g2 spirit.
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coming home
Posted Mar 15, 2001
Well Im back and my world is still screwed up ( can i say that now?) the more things change the more they stay the same (ohh is that plagerising? I think I heard it in a song.)
Well it will be intersting to see what survived of the old h2g2 spirit.
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SHODDEFRUID?
Posted Nov 28, 2000
Shameful joy.
"no man is compleatly unhappy at the failure of his best friend"
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