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last Saturday night Jan 15th
Posted Jan 20, 2005
Ohhhhh....Am I in trouble!! Have now realised that in addition to perving helplessly over R cos he's gorgeous, I now actually LIKE him as a person as well....Oh dear!!!
Went to O'G's and H was there with her friend T, whose birthday it was. They invited me to a party next Saturday night downtown but since I'm supposed to be working 5-10pm I can't go til late and I'll miss my weekly perv session - ah bollocks with it I'll just say I'm not working it!! So anyway, apparently I can't spend my nights in there as I'm a nice young girl and should be out and about meeting nice young men (so H said)...She then promised me men next weekend at this party but I only really want the one man and he'll be at work.
R said hi when I went in and was asking how I was and we were passsing comments throughout the evening. One song came on and he said it always reminded him of gunslingers and he wanted to listen to it 'riding a recliner wearing cowboy boots' - B then piped up with 'cowboy boots, chaps and nothing else' and then said that leather would be painful so we decided it should be a suede recliner - oh what a mental image!!! Later when they dimmed the lights and some soft music came on me and her reckoned they were going all romantic and she said that R and J were gonna do a striptease on the bar...Oh Yes please!! Unfortunately they didn't. There was also a tremendous mental image when, after R was doing a particularly entertaining bout of air guitar with a menu, he said if he was on stage he'd be wearing nothing but a loincloth and the cowboy boots...
Hmmmmm....
I did stare an awful lot I think, but damn I can't help it!! He came over and said he'd spilled water down the front of his top and I was SOOOOOO restrained not to reach out and run my hand down it to see how wet it was. I just peered at it and told him nobody could see cos it was black. My friend C who came out for a couple of drinks (and got pissed on those 2 drinks) said it was like he was teasing me but she was alcoholically impaired so I doubt it.
When we were going to leave he was wiping tables and asked if I'd be in next Saturday. I went over and told him I wasn't sure as H had invited me to this party and I thought I had to work but might try to get it off. I then told him about Monday night and going to see the drag show and he was like 'oh man that's whack!' - bang went the idea to invite him for company. I then mentioned about J taking me gay clubbing Wednesday and he said 'what do you want to go gay clubbing for?? that's whack' and I was like 'I've got nobody else to go clubbing with' (hint hint take me!!). I then said I was off (as C and R - nicknamed Axl by R and J cos every time he does karaoke he does Guns N Roses - were waiting for me) and although I probably imagined it he kind of looked, I don't know, maybe disappointed? I don't know if that's the right word for it but his face was like 'oh. you're suddenly going now'. Poor bugger was probably ecstatic to get rid of the freaky bint that had been staring at him all night!!
Oh god I really am in trouble though - I just want him so much!! I couldn't shut up about him on the way home and C couldn't shut up about J either. I felt like crap giving him such a bad tip but I had no more money on me so I'll have to give him a really good tip next week to make up for it!
So that's it....I'm completely gone over R now, and there's no way I can go next weekend without seeing him so I'll be telling work tomorrow I'm not working next Saturday night. That'll leave me free to go to O'G's for a few before going to the party which starts at 8pm but I won't be there for then - maybe half past would be fashionably late (and give everyone time to get there before me and me extra time to perv over R). There's no way in hell I'll ever get him - and getting him drunk isn't an option cos he told me tonight he's taking a month off from alcohol (argh!) - and I don't even know if he's single, and I know he's just being really good at his job, which is to be nice to me so I'll stay and spend more money; but fwoar baby!!!!!
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last Friday night, Jan 14th
Posted Jan 17, 2005
Well my weekend was fantastic! Went out with a few people from the hostel Friday night and we went to the Phoenix club. It was so weird, last time I was here in '99 we were going to a Q107 rock night at a club, but because I was 18 and had no id to say I was 19 they wouldn't let me in...It was that club!! Couldn't believe it. It was good, little heavy rock room and a big mixed party room - quite reminiscent of the Mayfair crossed with Baja in Newcastle. I'm gonna have to take Sarah and Drew there if they come and see me 
After we left there, they were wanting coffee and food, so we went to the Griddle and I got a hug and massage of D and J kept coming over to see me as well. As soon as D found out I'm not working tonight he told me I have to go see his drag act at Cruise, so that's where I'm off to tonight - then J said he was going to the booze can after work and invited me so I hung around and waited fo him to finish. The booze can was fun, although even amongst predominantly gay men I STILL managed to attract the big, old, drunk, high guy...F**k!! Ah well, J looked after me. He kept saying he felt really bad cos I was seeing this other side of him and I seem so innocent to him...Obviously doesn't know me well enough yet 
Then he asked me which gay clubs I'd been to and when I told him I've never been to one in my life he was like, 'what you doing on Wednesday??' so if I get paid I'm being taken out gay clubbing with him!! He's lovely, I just want to cuddle him. I am worried I saw some cuts on his arms though, I don't know if they're old scars that still look red or what but I don't know how to bring it up so I'll keep it quiet for now and keep an eye on him. Got home 8am Sunday morning!
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Fri 14th Jan
Posted Jan 14, 2005
Well guess where I went after work last night...? Yes, O'G's it was. It was $3 for all Thurs though so it HAD to be done 
B said his apartment is available from March 1st if I want it but it's only 1 bedroom and the rent's too much. I found a couple of good sounding places in the free paper though and they happen to be in the neighbourhood that R already lives in and that B is moving to in March so that'd be good; plus it can't be too far away or they wouldn't travel to work!
So I had 4 beers, perved a little on yet another reasonably nice lookin' barman and went home - supposedly to go to bed but D said they were all going to Tonic clubbing so me and C from our room went with them. Met this Aussie guy who was leaving today but he took our emails and said he'd keep in touch. He also told me to hook up with him if I get back to the UK before September as he'll be there until then.
Still no email from Jim...I think I've pissed him off by telling him all the people I was drinking with over last weekend and the fact that they're mostly men. I had previously told him I'd perved on a cute barman but that I thought he was gay though so it's not like he thinks I'm a saint or anything. I just don't know what's goin on with him anyway, so I'm just gonna keep bein me and updating him and if he doesn't like it then tough >
Mum got a marriage proposal from her mate to keep her in the States but the silly bugger isn't accepting it, even though she really wants to stay this side of the Atlantic. Wish I had somebody offering to do that for me...Especially if it was R!!!
Me and C are both going to O'G's tomorrow night. She's so cool, but leaves on Tuesday. At least I'll be able to say to them that I have a friend for once lol!! They'll be stunned! Not going anywhere tonight unless it's free...Or C wants to check out O'G's Fri night party (which - shock horror - I haven't been to yet!!!!!) But I want to keep my meagre cash for tomorrow - more drinks means more time to perv on my hunny!!!!
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Last Weekend 8th - 13th Jan
Posted Jan 13, 2005
Oh there is so much totty I'm perving over in O'Grady's...There's a new one I hadn't seen before who was working Saturday night when I went in to perv over R, so I got to perv over the pair of them and I was adopted by L the shooter girl who forced me to go on the karaoke with her (oh the shame!). Then Sunday night I went in for 'a drink'
and ended up crawling into bed at 4am Monday morning, when I was starting a new temp job at 9am, after drinking with L(the unofficial bouncer type guy), H(waitress), J(the new cutie, after he'd come off shift downstairs) and M(waiter).
Then last night mum and I took this guy W out for a
drink as he said he didn't know any of the pubs by us so
guess where we went? Yep, and 4 pints, over half a pitcher
of beer and several games of pool later I got to bed after
1am this morning...And yes, I was ogling M a little
too. So much totty in one pub it ain't fair!!! I shall
try my damnedest not to go back in until Saturday though,
as R only works Saturdays (so L said on Sunday night) and he's my main man, although J is rapidly catching him up!!! I think I'm
getting back into the swing of being a Geordie drunkard after 6 weeks of behaving myself! About time too
I know I said I was gonna try not to go in until Saturday, but it's Thursday and it's $3 for all tonight so I may nip in for a quick beer on my way home...I don't know!!!
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Toronto Summary
Posted Jan 13, 2005
Well I got here 6 weeks yesterday and love it. I'm skint, have worked some crap jobs and am lusting after sexy barmen I'll never get a look in with but it's great!! I'm still in a hostel but the people there are cool , the long term ones that is and my local pub O'Grady's is fab! I'm such a regular there now, every day or 2 I'm in there! The bar staff are sick of seeing me (no, seriously). THere is so much totty in O'G's though, it's hard to concentrate on perving on just one of them...So far there are 2 guys I love to bits and 4 guys who are nice and I wouldn't say no to a drink with (if asked)...And fortunately my fave guy who I thought might be gay most definitely isn't, so a couple of my spies have told me. One of them was quite emphatic about it so I think he's got a girlf - the other one I really like is seeing someone - but I can still perv from afar mwahahaha!!
I'm currently on the 4th day of a temp job just a block from O'G's and I'm really hoping they'll keep me on for a few weeks as I need the cash and it's a good job. Plus it could mean I could quit the Griddle where I waitress which would be nice, or I could pay off a few serious debts in the UK which would be better!!! Since I got off the plane I've had 4 jobs: the Griddle (which I got less than 48 hrs after arriving), Tim Hortons (I did 2 shifts and quit), a temp job at a computer co near the airport which lasted a week and this one...The Canadians I know are very impressed that I've been so gung ho with the jobhunting, apparently they are a bit lazy when it comes to it but I can't afford to be so bugger that!
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