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New Things!!!

New Thing One: I bought my first car today!!!! I cannot drive it however because I am lacking my correct certifications....grrrr....
New Thing Two: I realized how bad I one day want kids. I was watching all my old Disney movies with my little cousin and was like "Ohmygod! I want to watch this with little things sharing my DNA!"
New Thing Three: I'm section leader for Guard!!! Yay!! I am finally in charge of my section!!!

So that is my new stuff. I'm happy about all of it which is odd because it's all good. That never happens.

Okay first bad news of the day I got it like two minutes ago. My ex. He is possibly gay. What do I do to men? One of my exes is now a felon, one is just an oddball and now one is turning gay! I so don't get it! I'm happy for him and all but I'm not understanding. I'm just confused.....

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Latest reply: Jul 10, 2003

Thinking Happy Thoughts...

No, not like Peter Pan happy thoughts. My english teacher last year bought me a book. It's called 14,000 Things To Be Happy About. I have just actually now read it. I am a slacker. So here is my list of favorites from the book.

Teakettles
Heinz Ketchup
Funny Toes
Antique Welsh Furniture
Spun Glass
Red Velvet
The Lake Michigan Shoreline (I do love my lake)
Freshly Starched Dress Shirts
Barstools
Lip gloss
Cliff's Notes
Ambidexterity
Falling Leaves
Burgandy (color)
Honeysuckle
Hazel Eyes
and last but not least..... Cuddling up with the person you love.

There is the list. Those are my favorites. I am happy about these things.

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Latest reply: Jul 8, 2003

I'm back!!

Hey 'yall!!! The trip was awesome! So here's what I did.
Saturday: Drove all night. Got acute food poisoning.
Sunday: Made it to Colorado!!! Did midnight obstical course.... Fun but scary in the dark.
Monday: Dune Buggys. Very fun to ride. Had the Volleyball Tourney.
Tuesday: Highlander Games. I got to throw flour at people how much more fun could I have had. Rode mountain bikes in the afternoon.
Wednsday: Rode horses in the morning. Very fun. Watched the sunrise over the mountains. Had a rodeo that night.
Thursday: Climbed a 14000 foot mountain!!! Very fun! Had the dance and dress up dinner.
Friday: Mountain Luge! I didn't kill myself as thought. Massive plus! Also square dance.... I had no clue dancing required that much energy.
Saturday: Baseball night and the ropes course. I got to jump off a platform roughly as high as a four story building. I saw my life flash before my eyes.
Sunday: Drove all day to get back home!
Today: Which is monday. Got home early this morning and really need a nap.
So that was my week! it was so much fun. I missed you all and hope that you all had good weeks as well.

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Latest reply: Jun 30, 2003

I'm leavin' on a jet plane....

Well, no, not really. It's actually a charter bus. It would be quicker by plane. I'll fill everyone in when I get back I promise. I'm going to miss you all, a week is a long time in the world of me. So you'll hear about swimming and whatnot probably next Monday or Tuesday. I leave at two if anyone cares... Wish my santity luck!
Bye, I shall be thinking fond thoughts of all of you!!

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Latest reply: Jun 21, 2003

What??

I wish I understood this. Yesterday I was elated. I'm talking best mood I think I have ever been in, and today it all just went out the f*cking window. Why can I not find a safe, stable place for my emotions to set for a week. I would take two days even. I think I need this trip. I need to go and get away from technology and my life and all of the unneeded crap that has been going on lately. I took a Vicodin today, that is the first time I have actually needed one for a headache in a little under a year. It's stress it has to be. I just don't understand why everyone near to me needs to push at the buttons they know hurt most. My mother with "have you found a nice boy yet?" My grandmother's "well I'll die soon and then..." My little brother's constant nagging and whining. My bestfriend wanting to stop taking the antidepressants that are probably right now keeping her from slitting her wrists wide open. I don't understand why everyone needs to pull this crap on me all of a sudden. I actually got my report card today, I had five a's and three b's and all my mother could say was well where are the other three a's. I just want to know why? Why can she not just be proud? Why can't she just not meddle? Why can't she stop trying to run my life?

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Latest reply: Jun 14, 2003


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