I'm your Agony Aunt

Hey people! I'm Tia (not my real name of course mine is... well crap! lol).
I am 16 yrs of age and have always lived in an unknown town in Essex. I must stress that I am no 'Essex Girl', the amount of people who class me as one...its beyond stupidity.

I came out of school with 3 B's, 7 C's and a D at GCSE level, so I ain't too thick, I intended to go to college and study ICT (computers) with the hope of a job involving ICT. However, wy chances were bunged in the bin so to speak when my mum stepped in and stopped me from going.
See I live with my over-protective mum and dad and babyish older brothers. My mum has always treated me like I'm a baby and has never let me spread my wings and I fear I will may never do so.

I now work in Argos doing a 5-10p.m. shift on a mon-fri basis...I couldn't love my job more, altough Collection is rubbish, plus the pay is not too good, but what place does offer good pay.

I love nothing better to sleep, although I am a bit of an issomiac..if that makes sense...I don't sleep until 3a.m. as I don't have to wake up until 2p.m. At the weekends I do nothing but sleep, getting up only to eat, drink and relieve myself.
Many have said that I lead a sad life...this is true, I have become so depressed about this that I went through a period where I self harmed myself and also became anorexic. I told no one of my depression and I cried myself to sleep. Being bullied at school and hearing mum and dad moaning all the time only added to my sadnesss. One day at school I was pushed into a heap of stinging nettles by a group of kids, saying a few more spots on me wont make any difference. I saw red them and stood up, even though in pain, I finally stood up to them and hurt them the way they have hurt me over the years. I now realise that I don't have to listen to anyone and what they say is only because they are insecure themselves. Since then my confidence has grown though I still go shy.

I love my life now, I like spending time indoors and doing arts and craft work and reading, at least I know I am safe and well that's all that matters to me.
I love listening to Westlife, Madonna, Kylie Minogue and Michael Jackson music. Reading books by Terry Pratchett. In addition, I love to collect thing about tigers...I find the creatures so interesting just the shear beautifulness of them and their power.

You could say I have blocked myself out from the world and created my own utopia. I have no friends and no life...but I have my own utopia and I love living in it.

I would like to help other people like me, who feel odd in this world and create their own just to raise a smile.

I have been through depression, been bulemic and anorexic. I have constantly suffered all form of bullying and have badly self harmed myself, my scars will remain. But I want to help heal others before it is too late.

If you feel you can relate to me please feel free to leave me a message, I promise to reply. I want to be your personal agony aunt offer adviceand most imprtantly...love and friendship.

Thanking you for you time

Tia x.x

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