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heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

wonderd if u member moi, itsclairey

u oksee???

hope to hear from u soon

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
im really really smiley - sorry i havent been in touch with u on here its just that i havent been able to get online cause my keyboard broke n telewet didnt bother to send me a new one smiley - grr so we have borrowed a mates i will be on here more regular now hooraysmiley - smiley
of course i remember u smiley - smiley how r u..??..im not to well at the mo smiley - sadface
heres a smiley - tea for u hope u r having a good week
what u been upto lately..??
takecare spk soon
ur freind lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

dont worry about it hun, hope u had fun with ur time off.....

me is still crap and same as always, dont no why i even bother trying nemoresmiley - wah.. i jus sooo wana be ....

i aint done owt as usual, jus workingsmiley - sadfacesmiley - sadface u?

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey,
i really did miss h2g2 it done me head in not being able to get onlinesmiley - grr but im back now so hope i stay this time mind u knowing my luck the topbox will explode just to get on me nerves..lol..smiley - biggrin
ive been a bit busy doing bits n bobs round the house i managed to get rid of 2 kittens n ive also had a dog his 11yrs old n his a collie cross i had him off someone that didnt treat him right he was in a right state when we had him
so how r things going for u with work etc..??
heres a smiley - tea for u hope to spk soon takecare
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

awwww poorsee usmiley - cuddle, i havent missed it really, not the hugest fan of it nemore.... been missing summat else more.. but i reckon they hate my guts more smiley - wah ... notno1 on here,lol

awww, hope u still got one kitten, there sweeetsmiley - smiley.... hope u had fun doing ur bits and bobs...
ive been designing more clothing, going to do sum tonite.... a cruhed black velvet dress i have whsi in it and stuf, and sum silky shorts, changing em to hotpants,hee hee

works fine thanx, we all went out on satff do last saturday..was brill..free drink,lol///

thanx xx

MiSsY ClArIfIcEr


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
howz u 2day..??
it sounds lie that u have been really busy designing clothing have u ever thought ive doing that as a career or do u just like doing that as a past time
i still have one of the kittens shes a little smiley - devil she gets on great with my dog n the other cat
oooooooo free drinks i bety that was coolsmiley - smiley
ive not really done any drawing over the last few dayz a mate of mine is writting a book n she wants me to design the front cover for her which is great shes hoping to get it published soon n shes promised me the first copysmiley - biggrin
i forgot to say in the last msg i sent u i like ur new name on here its good
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u hope u have a good day takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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Hi hunny!

i aint brill, summats on mind... i like person hugely but im worried there gonna find sum1else and that wud kill me if they didsmiley - wah

i wudnt do it as career as i like it for myown pleasure like, to be diferent

awwwww i bet ya ikkle sweetie kitten is lovely and big now...

taaa about name, but its true, well crused velevt thing i aint wearing now, true... there FAKE peeeps...

speak soon

Worrrying /hurting claireysmiley - wah


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
howz u 2day..??
as i have said to u before u must pluck up the courage n ask this person then see what happens from there..u can talk to me bout ur probs if u wants as thats what friends r forsmiley - smiley
so what u upto 2day owt good..??
i know what u mean not doing the designing as a career mind u the clothes that u design sound great n it sounds like u really enjoy doing that..ive still not heard off any of the gay bars clubs that i wrote to to ask them if they would be interested in taking a look at my art work so that as got me down a bitsmiley - grr
the kitten is getting really big now but a pain in the butt still..lol..it may sound stupid but she keeps attacking my dog..smiley - smiley
anyway hope u have a good day heres a smiley - tea for u takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

yeah i know ishud, but now it feels like they dont wana speak to me/know me nemore..... that have been diff thisweek and its worrying me hugely, i dont wana lose em as it wud kill mesmiley - wahsmiley - wah.... its another thing messing my head up at mo:'O(

i hope u find a club that is, fingers crossed

awwwww sweet, i bet thats funny with ur kitten....

speak soon

Clairey{SerIoUsLy DePrEsSed HuRtInG FrEaKsmiley - wah}


heylo lisa!!

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hiya claireysmiley - smiley
i bet if u was to just sit down with this person n tell em how u feel i bet everything will be ok u just have to pluck up the courage otherwise this person is just gonna find someone else as u never know whats round the next cornor in life n u could end up hurt more so plz just ask this person cause i can tell that u have alot of feelings for em n theres no harm in asking
the 2cats kitten n the dog r fine smiley - ta
whats the weather like where u r 2day..??..its thundering here n we have had a bit of rain n its a bit dull
hope work is going ok..so what u upto 2day owt good..??
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u hope u have a good day takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

i cant as im scared:'O( and i feel like im pestering them all time, plus it feels like they hate me nowsmiley - wah ... i phoned last nite but they was owt, prob with sum1else,.... thats gonna kill me if it is cos everytime i try to get sum1 it always goes wrong and i cant take itsmiley - wah every1 hates me:'(

gud to hear cats are ok.... and dog x


today im jus working, nowt else... jus worrying even more and crying more.. i did last nite, its getting too much now smiley - wah


speak soon
clairey{hating h2g2}


heylo lisa!!

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hiya claireysmiley - smiley
hope u r feeling better 2day..??
im not to bad smiley - ta
if u have phoned this person shurly u ask em what u want to know u never know maybe they would feel the same about u as u feel about them
how come u put at the end of the msg u sent me clairey(hating h2g2)...????
u should pluck up the courage n ask otherwise this person will find someone else n never know that u care as much as u do
anyway howz work going..???
hope u have a good day takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!
!

i know they used to like me cos we used to text each other , he usedto send mereallly lovely texts, i was grinning all day, said love ya and stuuff, wish u was here etc.... but now its gonesmiley - wah and im worried ive done summat wrong, beingtoo much of a pest and he got sum1:'O(
i really really need to speak to him about itsmiley - wah

hating h2g2... well i do, i dont feel there ne point of me coming on nemore:O(... its not same as when i first went on, thats was fun:O(

works fine taa x

u ok?

clairey{still hating h2g2}


heylo lisa!!

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hiya claireysmiley - smiley
hope u r well n everything is ok
im not to bad smiley - ta just got headachesmiley - headhurts
u should text him n ask if he will meet u somewhere n have a good chat u never know he will probably say that he feels the same about u to n maybe his waiting for u to make the first move n ask him as he probably dont want to ask u as he may fear rejection
at least u r getting things off ur chest so to spk by comming on h2g2 n having a chat to peeps n u do have some good friends on here dont u..???..n if u did leave h2g2 u may be getting more into the depression u r in at the mo cause u aint talking about ur problems like u do on here
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u glad work is going well
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

sadly it aint, i feel worsesmiley - wah

i cant meet this person cos there an ex-lder(dont come on here) and live tooo far away, lpool, ive seen a pic as they sent me one by photo messaging on phones(it actually showed up too,lol) and me really likes em:'(.... im jus worrying theyve got sum1else now hence and that theyve lied to me about alll this stuff theyve saidsmiley - wah .... wat shud i do??

i know, welll ill only speak to u about probs on here, dont feel comfortable talking to others, well 1 /2 other peepss....

leaving h2g2... did have gud friends, only have u and couple nowsmiley - cry
i know it wud, plus id have no1 to speak to as i dont have ne real life palssmiley - wah... i do say things to parents did last nite about other prob, they dont help(dad doesnt give a toss and gets funny to me, mum wont help and ignores me)... sum parents i havesmiley - wah

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey,
aawwww it sounds like u have a really big problem with this person in liverpool..if i was in ur shoes i would confront this person either on phone or texting about the lieing then maybe u can have ur chance to tell em how u feel..but maybe u will probably alwayz feel down cause of the distance u r from this person as u dont alwayz know what they r upto unless this person is 100% faithful..but only u can decide in ur heart what u want to do but if u find out they r lieing i would forget the person as there is alwayz a person that u will get with one day that is better n that will not lie
thank u for saying that im the only person u spk to about ur problems on here thats a pleasure knowing that u can spk to me n i will alwayz reply to u..smiley - smiley n advice u through ur probs as best as i cansmiley - smiley
ur parents should listen to u more afterall they r ur parents n not push u away or ignore u as thats a shame
so what u been upto 2day..??
im gonna go n feed the pets now smiley - dogsmiley - catsmiley - catsmiley - cat n then ive a letter to write to a mate n finish off a book cover drawing that im doing for her..which looks really cool so far
have u done anymore designing..??
anyway i hope that u have a good day spk soon takecare
keep ur chin up
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

i dunno if there lieing like, but i cant get in touch at mo as there always out and thats making me worse:'O(
i wont findne1else as i cant wait that long, its now or never... its messing me up, i cant take this lonelyness no moresmiley - wahsmiley - wah... im seriously on verge of doing summat, ive genuiningly cryed every night this weeksmiley - sadface

its oksee, well its true, plus not many people will speak to me now nemore on here.... wish theyd tell me whysmiley - wah

they never do listen to me jus ignore everything i say, and only do wats best for them, the dont care, i dont call my dad my dad nemore...after wats hes done to me in pastsmiley - wah

hope u have fun with this letter, i aint done nowt due to reasonssmiley - wah

hope ur ok

Claireysmiley - sadface


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
howz u 2day..??..im not to bad s ive got the dentist..do u remember a bit back i told u i got punched in the face by someone n they chipped me tooth i get a cap fitted today n im so much dreading it
ur only young n u have plenty of yrs ahead of u the way i see it is if u cant trust this person now what will it be like when u get into a relationship with em as it will only get worse as thats how long distance relationships work i aint saying all long distance relationships r like that its cause it just seems like u dont never know what this person is upto..do they know u have feelings for em..??
what u could do is if they have a mobile just leave a text on there phone how u feel n just pretend that ur talking to someone else about em that way ur putting ur emotions into it n just wait for a reply n at least then u will get an answer
so what u upto 2day..??
its a shame that some peeps just ignore u afterall they should talk to u n if they r true friends they will listen n reply to u
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u hope u ave a good day
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

awww no, ell i hope it goes ok...


i do trust em, jus im worried that they will get sum1else.... cos ive lost every other person ive tried to get withbecause of the same thing all time... they get sum1smiley - wah, it worries me alot, cos i do try my hardest but i can never do owt right:'(

i know, ive always had that.... jus every1 hates me in general i spose.... ill get used to itsmiley - wah

hope u have gud day, clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
hope u r oksmiley - smiley
im not to bad smiley - ta not long been bac from thee dentist he hasnt fitted a proper capped tooth there his only fitted a false one which is good in a way as it was buggin me having half a tooth there
anyway u should take time out for a good month n work on urself as in the deppresion first so u get more strength to get into a relationship as it sounds like the stress that u r in is playing a big part in ur life..but i really do hope that this person will ask u first then maybe u will tell em how u feel as it sounds like u have a lot of love for em
i dont hate u as ur a really good friend n i wont ignore u smiley - smiley as i know u can talk to me n then u aint bottling things up
hope work is going well
so what u upto 2day..??
eres a smiley - tea for u stirred not shaken..lol..
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


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