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heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!


aww well i hope its ok soon

take month off?? erm..... i know but even if i do, ill still worry and get badsmiley - sadface .... cos of things of mind

i do have loads for em-smiley - love, it hurts alot.... as im soo worried he'll find sum1eslesmiley - wah

glad u dont hate me, thanx for being there ....


clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
how r u 2day..??..im not to bad smiley - ta just in a bit of pain due to my mouth aching n its causing me to have headachesmiley - grr
i think u need to work on ur depression n work on stressing out before going into a relationship as it is over running u n u shouldnt let that happen everyone does have depression even i do as im taking medication for it (dosnt work that much thou)
but at some point u do need to let this person now how u feel
anyway i hope u have a good day..have u got any plans for the wk/end..??
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

still saldy same, i cried again this morning, my head hurts.... and my eyes are still sore...

awww i see, u talking ne painkillers for ya headache?? hopefully that mite work...

if i had sum1 i know that wud make me hugely happier cos of be thinking about them and id have summat in me life for once... i need this person hugely, there prob 1 of the things carrying me on.... and if i did do owt, it wud hurt him, i said i felt like doing it once before and he didnt want me too and said it prob make him go over edge too.... he he really liked me then, i dunno now..... i really like em, and have nowt felt this way about sum1... there greta basically, he probs hates me now , i wish i cud get in touch but hes always outsmiley - sadface

i need medication i know it, ive had tonic stuff for when ur down, aint strong enough for mesmiley - sadface

plans for w/end... nothing as usual, i never get to do owt....go out or nethingsmiley - sadface u?

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
hope ur ok..ive been a bit busy just having a break now till i go n finish off a mates drawing n write her a letter
as this person got a mobile phone..??..if so then why dont u text him n put how u feel into it or tell him u wanna n need to talk to him..if u show ur emotions to this person n lay it on the line to him so to speak then maybe he will jump at the chance with u plz do it clairey as its ur happiness that counts n u need to do it before someone else does..cause if u keep it to long then maybe one day he might have someone else n then u will have one massive guilt trip..plz do it a.s.a.p
ive not got owt planned for the wk/end might go out 2moz or sunday evening but not quite sure yet
ive taken some painkillers for my head n its eased the pain in my gum off but not my headsmiley - sadface
have u tried herbal remedies for u depression if not i do have some good remedies that i can msg through to usmiley - smiley im gonna try em too
anyway i hope u have a good evening im gonna get cracking on the drawin n letter now
takecare spk soon
keep ur chin up clairey
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
hope ur ok..ive been a bit busy just having a break now till i go n finish off a mates drawing n write her a letter
as this person got a mobile phone..??..if so then why dont u text him n put how u feel into it or tell him u wanna n need to talk to him..if u show ur emotions to this person n lay it on the line to him so to speak then maybe he will jump at the chance with u plz do it clairey as its ur happiness that counts n u need to do it before someone else does..cause if u keep it to long then maybe one day he might have someone else n then u will have one massive guilt trip..plz do it a.s.a.p
ive not got owt planned for the wk/end might go out 2moz or sunday evening but not quite sure yet
ive taken some painkillers for my head n its eased the pain in my gum off but not my headsmiley - sadface
have u tried herbal remedies for u depression if not i do have some good remedies that i can msg through to usmiley - smiley im gonna try em too
anyway i hope u have a good evening im gonna get cracking on the drawin n letter now
takecare spk soon
keep ur chin up clairey
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
hope ur ok..ive been a bit busy just having a break now till i go n finish off a mates drawing n write her a letter
as this person got a mobile phone..??..if so then why dont u text him n put how u feel into it or tell him u wanna n need to talk to him..if u show ur emotions to this person n lay it on the line to him so to speak then maybe he will jump at the chance with u plz do it clairey as its ur happiness that counts n u need to do it before someone else does..cause if u keep it to long then maybe one day he might have someone else n then u will have one massive guilt trip..plz do it a.s.a.p
ive not got owt planned for the wk/end might go out 2moz or sunday evening but not quite sure yet
ive taken some painkillers for my head n its eased the pain in my gum off but not my headsmiley - sadface
have u tried herbal remedies for u depression if not i do have some good remedies that i can msg through to usmiley - smiley im gonna try em too
anyway i hope u have a good evening im gonna get cracking on the drawin n letter now
takecare spk soon
keep ur chin up clairey
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi again clairey soz bout the last msg going in twice my set top box is playing up a bit
takecare
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

awww kooolsee, wat sort of drawing u doing hun??

yep, person has mobile, ive tried all week to get in contact, i rang y/day got thru but i phone cut out,cos i ran out of credit:'(.... i text him last nite cos of my probs and i needed to speak to him, but he was out ... and aint allowed to use home num, i also texted this morning jus to say sowwy, and that i miss him cos i i really like him and how i feel... i wish he cud answer:O(
hope u have fun this w/end, i wish i cud go out.... i jus need phil(person name) at mo:'O(

hope u have fun with ur drawing....

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
hope u r well 2day
the drawing im doing for my mate is a cover for a book she is writting about lesbian love..ive drawn one women from the waist down standing up n the other women sitting down leaning up against the other ones legs..it looks brill..the girl im doing it for as had loads of photocopies off me in the past n she loves me drawings smiley - smiley
its good to know that u have told phil how u feel he will be in touch with u as the ball is in his court now so to spk n now its just waiting on ur behalf but i have a good feeling he will answer u very soon
so what u upto 2day owt good..??
ive got to feed me pets in a bit smiley - dogsmiley - catsmiley - catsmiley - cat n pop down town with me dad n a few odd jobs to do when i get back
anyway i hope u have a good day clairey
u takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

i feel real cheesed off, i aint allowed to go in convos now cos sum1 hates me in there, thats so cruel cos ive done nowt wrongsmiley - wah
oooo they sound kool hun, have fun... with ur drawing
he dont know fully how i feel tho, why u reckon hes gonna answer?? cos he never doessmiley - wah


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
howz u 2day..??
im not to bad smiley - ta just tried sending u a msg but everytime i send the msg i get a black screen..wierd innit
i reacon he will answer u cause if he likes u n as feelings for u too he will defenatly answer usmiley - smiley
how come u cant go into convos now..??..as this person got u barred from there..if so just ignore em as they will soon go away n get fed up with spoiling ur time on h2g2..peeps like that should be barred off here shouldnt they
what u up2 2day owt good..??
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u
hope u have a good day
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!

aint much better, cos i need to get in contact with philsmiley - wah

he nevers answers nemore so i obviously lost him, i always do lose every1 cos they always hate me and find bettersmiley - wah, if i have i will jus end up doing summat cos i cant take this everytie i want summatsmiley - wah, no point in carrying onsmiley - sadface
i need to find out so bad cos i want phil so muchsmiley - sadface

as for convo thing... ill telll u elsewhere for reasons...

today im doing nowt prob, mite be on here if i can b bothered with this, it aint same no moresmiley - sadface

u?

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey,
howz u this evening..??
im not to bad smiley - ta a bit tired n my gum is a bit achey againsmiley - grr
the way i see it is if u have lost phil to someone else whats the point of ending ur life as someone else will come along..have u texted him since..??..if not text him again as he will have to answer u sometime
ive been busy most of the day dad as put some shelves up in me bedroom so ive just mainly been putting things on the shelves n tidying up my bedroom i was gonna give me dog a bath 2day but it looks like we r going to have some rainsmiley - sadface
anyway heres a smiley - tea for u
hope u get some news off phil soon
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!
im still samesmiley - sadface
hope u feel better soon hun x

i wud do it, i donthave no care anymore, and i know i wont find no1else as i cant wait no moresmiley - sadface ive lost every person ive liked cos of them getting sum1 bettersmiley - wah it aint fair... if i lose phil, thats itsmiley - sadface

seems like u had fun day, wat u doing this evening

:'( clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
smiley - sorry to hear ur still the same
thank u for the well wishessmiley - smiley
the way i see it is it aint worth doing owt stupid over a chap as there is plenty more fish in the sea n u will find someone one day as u r only young yet n u have a life ahead of u ..
this evening im just mainly going to chill out n write a letter out for a mate
what u upto this evening..??
spk soon takecare
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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Hi lisa!!!

i will be ike this for long timesmiley - sadface

well..... theres no other way to deal with it, i wont get sum1else straight away so theres no point in me carrying on, i cant take it no more... this lonelynesssmiley - wah

koolsee, i hope u have fun with ur letter... i will be, i dunno really... prob nowt:9

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
there will be someone who will come along again but it aint worth doing owt stupid for the sake of somebody else cause that person will live with a load of guilt cant u leave phil either another text or a voicemail on his phone..??
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!


there wont, i wont like get one in next week..... thats alll i can take being like this tooo, smiley - wah... i need one really soon like in month or i wont carry on, theres no pointsmiley - wah
if i did tho and they did feel guilt, atleast they knew in end how much i did want themsmiley - sadface

phil will never reply as he hardly has creditsmiley - sadface

clairey


heylo lisa!!

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hiya clairey
if phil never answers texts then phone him as it will be the only way that u will find out he feels have u got his home address or his e-mail address if u have write to him n tell him as it aint worth u killin urself n maybe he will answer u
anyway im off now as i have to feed me pets n finish off a few things
hope u have a good evening n i will chat to u 2morrow
keep ur chin up
takecare spk soon
ur friend lisasmiley - rainbow


heylo lisa!!

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hi lisa!!!

he never answers e-maisl no more , cos prob cant get on due to mumsmiley - sadface and i dont have his home addresssmiley - sadface im stucksmiley - sadface

have a gud evening

Clairey


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