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I had to see a psyche today about wether I'm fit for trial I think, it was very... distressing and stressful to go through and I think she's going to report that I am fit for trial... knowing that I have to go through a trial is only going to make suicidal incidents increase in frequency and severrity and I may not survive them all.

what do you have to go to trial for. (maybe i shouldnt have asked that)

To be honest though dont threat at this stage i doubt they will see you fit.

The effing RSPCA is trying to prosecute me for neglect of

Oh dear thats not good.

Go have a word with your gp im sure he will write you a drs note to say your not fit enough for trial

NO, it's effing wrong is what it is!

I see my GP tomorrow, I'll ask him what he can do to help then.

Try giving your gp the url of your journals here, especially the one from the other day... Of course, if you're to see a psych again before the trial date, that'd be even better...

*fails to find a smiley with the right emotion...*
You have email...

My GP has written many letters to my solicitor explaining that he feels I'm unfit for trial, that trial is damaging to my health and that I'm not getting better just with current drug therapy... however he is a GP and the consultant psyches opinions count for more... the one I saw yesterday and my own feel that the trial will be good for me... just what it is that makes them think that suiicide attempt and panic attcks brought on by the stress of it will do me good I don't know... maybe they think if survive it I will stronger for it...

Suz.

My O.T., Louise, often says that the psychiatric doctors are more focused with therapy and medication than the actual person and their personal limitations......

*more s*

Well I've had nothing but drug therapy for 8 months now if they'd sorted out some CBT from the day I was discharged from the villa then maybe I'd be strong enough to cope... but they didn't because they are useless scum and now they are trying to kill me.

Oh sweetie........*sighs concernidly*...are you under the same psychiatric team in your shared house or do you have to travel back home?

I've still got the same team as I had before I moved yes... though my GP is so unimpressed with Dr Berelowitz that he's arranging for me to have a review under a different Doc.

Oh, well thats good...how long does he/she think thats going to take? I havent liked any of my consultants...mostly because I think my Big Big cheese is telling them that Im lying....But I hope your next one is quick and good....

I don't know yet when it will happen but not too long with any luck... Though from I know of the guy my GP has in mind he will want to reduce my meds whcih has me a little wary but he won't do that without arranging for some sort of therapy to take it's place... venlafaxine hasn't done much for me but olanzapine is all that's keeping me alive so I don't want that reduced... If my GP likes him then I probably will too.

Ok, well thats good....venlafaxine didnt do anything for me either...

Let's hope...

Paroxetine made me worse, velafaxine does nothing and I've no intention of going on Prozac...

*tilts head* why not prozac?

I've heard bad things about it, I don't think it would suit me...

Ah ok....yet another tablet that I've had that I know nothing about ...the one Im now on it Cypromil by the way (I think)...that was one of the ones that my Big Big cheese suggested when i asked for a new one.....

I don't know anything about Cypromil, except that it's quite new?
I think it's fair to say I've given venlafaxine a fair chance and it did seem to be doing something in the beginning and maybe without it I would alot worse but it's not doing enough and a dose increase isn't an option so I think it is time to look for a new alternative.