h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I just wanted to say how utterly brilliant you are and...so utterly modest about it. But you have a lot to be modest about! JK!! Drop me another line. I did not mean to ignore you earlier.

Hi Cali...
I wish it was modesty... I think a more accurate term would be 'Self Loathing'... but modesty sound less negative.
Sorry if that's abit blunt. I'm in an odd mood tonight, I'm withdrawing from some of my meds... Don't get more until Tuesday.

Anyways, how dost thou be?
Welcome to my space... take up a comfy chair by the ever burning fire after helping yourself to a drink of you choice...

In case you didn't already know, that's me, howling at the moon out here in the desert. All by my lonesome, I also am in a strange mood.
I stayed up last night until 3am- writing. It was the first time since I got fired back in March that I just wrote for hours, losing myself in the story. I love to write, as much as going to the movies or reading a good book. I even started to write a short about D.A. going to heaven. Hitchiker's is my favorite all time book, for it really tells us it is okay to feel strange, the universe is strange. If we didn't feel strange, it would actually make us out of sync w/ the universe!
One of my favorite lines from the book(slightly paraphrased):
"There is a theory that if anyone ever finds out what the universe is for, it will instantly be replaced by something even weirder and more incomprehensible. There is another theory that this has already happened."
Sorry for the paraphrasing, but my books are all in storage right now, along with everything else that can't fit into a suitcase while I crash on my parent's couch until I find a new job. This is my brother's computer I'm on.
So....., I will pull up that chair. It is quite comfy, and the fire is really lovely. I could use a , but I will settle for .
Don't worry. It can always get worse. In fact, it almost certainly will. But having someone to go thru it with is what matters. Like I always say, "Love is God's way of telling us we can't do it alone."
So if you're feeling , be , and know that we are all on this spaceship called earth together, and if you're , or , feelin' or just want to ,
I am right there with ya, pal!
Sendin' ya a long distance and a .
for now! I simply must get some sleep before I hit the job search again tomorrow morning. I am a Cali gal, but for now, this is me~

I know the line you are refering to. It's one I'm fond of too.

'Hitchiker's is my favorite all time book, for it really tells us it is okay to feel strange, the universe is strange.'
I think that really is the great srength of the book.

Good luck with the hunt!

Injured and brokenhearted and wanting scream and bleed are what I'm feeling...

Okay, I know its been a long time, but if you read my journal entry, you'll see why. I am back now, and ready to talk, ready to re-connect with everyone, ready, in fact, to take on the world. But, shhhh! Don't tell them! If they call my bluff, I may disappear into my hole again.
Has anyone ever asked you, "Where have you been?" or something to that effect? My favorite response is, "If I told you, I'd have to find a new hiding place." H2G2 is my hiding place, and if you rat me out to the rest of the cold, cruel world, I will never speak to you again. Of course, I've yet to ever actually SPEAK to anyone here! Its all typed! Ain't it grand?! I love this, because all my life I've been known for opening my mouth before my brain was fully attached, and firmly inserting both my feet.
Now, I can type all I want, then re-read, and edit myself. Not too much. I try not to edit my writing at all, to be honest. I figure that's what editors are for, and being the perfectionist that I am, I will come to a standstill in my creative drive, and my muse will throw up her hands in despair and leave me to cry over whether it should be who or whom!
Anyway, I am back, and wanting desperately to "talk" to someone. So, tell me about yourself. Or ask me about myself. Don't care. Just don't hold my computer crash and subsequent absence against me.
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I can't stay to talk this morning... I have to try and get myself to sleep. I need to sleep these feelings out. If I don't I will do something from which I will never awake.
I want to die right now. And will want to die tomorrow. And for a very long time to come now. The last self deluded spark of hope that I will get back together with my former fiancé has been snuffed out... and I do not have the strength to live without her.