h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I just wanted to say how utterly brilliant you are and...

While I much prefer Goo, your page really does look better in alabaster. It makes more sense and has given me a new appreciation for alabaster. I hope things are going a little better for you than when you wrote your most recent journal entry.

I'm a small fraction better than yesterday. I think. I'm so unhappy at the moment that I can't really be confident in that. I'm still under the impluse to harm myself quite badly by my standards and it's taking alot to try a push those feelings away. I see my GP tomorrow, I hope to be coherant enough to make something positive come from it.

Pleased you appreciate alabaster that little bit more. Can I asume we are united in a sheer lack of appreciation brunel?

I see from your journal that you're not doing so well right now. Please don't hurt yourself. This feeling will pass. I know you can survive this. I don't know how but I do.

And Brunel makes no sense whatsoever.

Maybe I will find a way to survive. But I know I won't feel alive. I know I won't feel happiness or contentment. Their will be no joy. Suz is the only person I felt *real love* for. Everyone else, it was just, I don't how to describe it, but it wasn't *real love*.