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been upto owt?

clairey x

Last weekend Suz and I went the hootoo winter meet in London, bhut both of us had some mental health problems that day due the antipsychotic we were on at the time... So although it didn't go badly it wasn't a huge deal of fun like the meets normaly are.

Hopefully she'll come down a week on Monday and we'll go out for a few meal and see a film or two maybe go bowling and stay at home a watch a few videos and play nicely together.

sounded ed kool, are there ne meets near gloucester if u know?

ooo oo hope u had fun x


claireyyyy

Soz... didn't see your reply.

I don't know of any meets in that area, but I'll check out the meets page when I remember where it is.

How are you?

oksee....

me is crap as always, still found no1 online

u ok?

Are you online proper now or still only with a digibox?

I'm better than I was, Suz came down for a few days on Wednesday so that was good... she makes me feel better about life.

dont cuddle me me, ur only make me feel even worse

i aint online no, jus use digibox, use net at work, found no1 on three sites


glad to hear ur ok neway....

clairey{plz sum1 take out of this existence}

Sorry.

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how am i sposed to get sum1 when im ugly and there aint no1...

i cant take this no mno more, i wana kill myself so badly... and will, YaYY

You are not ugly, you only have a a false ingrained negative belief that you are.
Are you still looking for this idea you have of the perfect goth guy? Or are you getting to know a wider variety of guys and seeing what happens?
Death is a very final decision.

there aint no1 ok, who likes me....

end of story

I believed that about myself too. I was wrong. Why can't you be wrong too.

well me isnt hun

there isnt ne1 at all :'(

Just because no-one at the moment is madly in love with you doesn't mean no-one cares about you. And don't think that having someone love you will take the pain away. Suz loves me so much... but I still hurt inside a dispise myself.

ill only be happy when i have sum1 so....

id so rather be.......

Why do you think that?

cos i know i will ok!!!!! its only thing i want thatll make me happy...

so hope i die soon