h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

I feel like I have to learn how to live without h2g2... I can't ACE with my current level of online time etc... I tell things to my joural and people get worried... It's not fair to put people through that because if they really do care then it must be hard...
I find it hard to put into words the reasons I think I should leave...

you realise I'll worry more if you're not around, I know you write things in your journal and I worry but I know you'll always pull through it because you're strong enough to do it.

Don't leave because of not having enough time to ACE, Abi won't remove your badge just because you can't get online, you probably ACE more people than I do and I've managed to cling to my badge.

People understand that you can't spend all your time online, no one expects you too, don't leave just because you can't spend as much time, you'll leave to many people who care behind.

Sorry that sounds selfish, but you're a great friend Stealth, you're a nice guy and I know you can pull through anything that's going on

I just don't know...

Well. Just know I'll always be here waiting if you need me

I need someone, I need Stephanie... but somehow her mother has blocked all contact between us... I've tried phoning again and again, I've sent e mails but nothing... her mum is checking her e mail and isn't letting her online... It's really given my confidence a knock... Knowing someone loved me was here for me gave me more strength than I knew...
It's part of why I don't wanna be here... h2g2 is where I met my last 3 girlfriends and I've lost them all...

Mmmm see that's I guess one of the good things about not believing in net relationships (even if you meet up) you leave yoruself so open and then, especially in a community klike hootoo it become unbareable to be around the person (or lack of the person) and therefore one of the places you are happiest and most at ease feels like the last place you want to me.

For me that place over the oast year became the 6th year common room or indeed MSN because of the lad I liked.

From the things you've said about Stephanies mum, she doesn't sound nice at all, but maybe she's just trying to protect her daughter, don't ask me why, I don't fancy having to psycoanalyse three people I don't really know (and one I know virtually but I mean in RL). So you've tried phoning and emailing and stuff and she's not being allowed on h2g2...is it too far to go over and see her?

You really love her don't you?

She's not just trying to protect her daughter... she's trying to control her life...
I would write a letter but I don't have her full addy... I'm hoping she'll write to me...
I do love her... and she loves me...

if you both do then it'll be okay

I miss her so much...

I@m not gonna say I understand, or it'll get easier, because I don't know whether it will or not