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Post 21

Hati

Sure you can. smiley - winkeye
smiley - ok


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Post 22

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Yay!smiley - boing

Shall will crack open the smiley - bubblysmiley - bubbly?smiley - winkeye


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Post 23

Hati

smiley - biggrin

Sounds smiley - coolsmiley - tongueout


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Post 24

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Good... *Pours the smiley - bubblysmiley - bubbly... and serves...* Enjoy...smiley - smiley

Nice tongue!smiley - winkeye


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Post 25

Hati

Thanks! smiley - smiley

*cools her tongue*


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Post 26

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

npsmiley - smiley

smiley - biggrin

Is Estonia beautiful?
What does having a Guardian Angel mean?


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Post 27

Hati

I am not sure if I can tell if it is beautiful. For me it's so normal. smiley - winkeye But I like it, though I hate our weather usually. smiley - winkeye

As about me it mostly means talking (as I like to talk so much) and also any kind of help I can give or find for you. smiley - smiley

And smiley - hug every now and then.


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Post 28

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

smiley - smiley I hate it when it get below -5 here it must get worse than there...

smiley - hug are OK... talking is goodsmiley - smiley
I'm quite dull so I like to listen to people talking to me...


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Post 29

Hati

Feel free to join my party. smiley - smiley
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Though I have to admit that I have to go smiley - zzz pretty soon. smiley - erm


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Post 30

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

smiley - cheers

Hope you have/had a restful night.smiley - smiley


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Post 31

St.Trin 5!/5 + 2 + 7 + 9 = 42

smiley - angel


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Post 32

Hati

I had a short night (as usual). smiley - winkeye

Hi, St.Trin! smiley - smiley


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Post 33

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

Hi all...
Is that good or bad...smiley - huh *Is dumb*


smiley - peacedove


hello!

Post 34

St.Trin 5!/5 + 2 + 7 + 9 = 42

hi u 2!

since we're talking about depression here...

...lemme change the subject... Im having an anxiety attack!!!

I need and DRINK loads a smiley - ale

but Im still smiley - ill! Im not online as much as I like 2 b cause Im trying 2 get my application 4 a PostGrad in London ready and its getting me smiley - wah so worked up!!!

GOD IM SO SCARED!!!
WHAT IF THEY DONT ACCEPT ME? WHAT IF IM NO GOOD?
and the works...

I thought Id be oer it by know... but smiley - alesmiley - alesmiley - ale


hello!

Post 35

Hati

smiley - hug Trin

It will be horrible if they won't accept you. Your life will be over and you will be smiley - wah in ruins. There is no life after that at all.
So take it smiley - zen.
smiley - winkeye


hello!

Post 36

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I find that anxiety attacks are allieviated by listening to music so loud it blots out all the unpleasant thoughts that try to run through your head... don't fight the upleasant thoughts the harder you try the stronger they get...
Drink is a depresant as you'll know... so unless your a happy drunk not best of solutions to be blunt...
Another trick is to sit calmly with someone you trust a have a smiley - tea or smiley - coffee and let them help you through it all...

I can't tell you not be scared... I can't tell you it isn't that important because in your mind it is...
just knmow you can come here and vent as much as you like...

*Sincere calming smiley - cuddle*
Good luck...


smiley - peacedove


hello!

Post 37

Hati

I shall have job negotiations tomorrow. If I am not lucky, I'll be unemployed from March 12th. I am ready for both - I still have a lot of jam in the cellar. smiley - winkeye


hello!

Post 38

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

*Good luck smiley - hug*

Not sure if how much of joke about the Jam that is...smiley - erm


smiley - peacedove
btw I've added both of you to my friends list... so tell me if I'm being silly... and you'd rather I hadn'tsmiley - ok


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Post 39

Hati

The jam is there, I checked it today. smiley - winkeye
But without job... smiley - erm I am the only one of three of us here to have any income and social welfare here, well it's not even enough for dying.


hello!

Post 40

Stealth "Jack" Azathoth

I know the feeling... social welfare isn't as sweet here as those that don't need it like to make out...
People try to demonise Single parents and those too ill to work as leeching of the state even though the state give them little more than cup of beans...smiley - grr


*Reassuring smiley - cuddle*


smiley - peacedove


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