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A little self loathing
Posted Nov 1, 2008
This last week my life has been consumed with a particularly high level of appathy and sothfluness. I've been letting a lot of things slip between the crack. School work, work, relationships,God I've allowed all of these be replaced with surfing the internet and playing video games. Why?
I think part of it has to do with fear. I'm not entirely certain of my future. My time as an undergrad comes to a close, next I'm off to uncertain destinations. I think that this uncertainty has cause me to fear my future and thus avoid it. If I don't work towards preparing myself for the future then I won't need to face it. Or so my subconciousness tells me.
As my wonderful wife has expressed to me, in not so subtle a way, this is a horrid way to proceed. Several events in my life have awaken me to this. A note from a boss, a conversation with my wife, and a sublte sense of selfloathing.
I have not been living in a way honorable to my wife nor in the least to my Lord. I hate myself for it and I'm seeking to alter this.
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Wow, H2G2 is like stepping back into a memory
Posted Oct 27, 2008
I have not been here in quite some time. It's like coming into an attic full of chests and rather than containing penguins they contain little extracts of my mind from a certain period of time. Strange that that will always be housed here...
Hullo all.
Quick update:
5th year senior @ University of Nebraska Lincoln
Studying Psychology looking to go to seminary next year to pursue a degree in Christian Counseling.
Currently trying to reconcile a Lutheran/Presbyterian identity crisis
Been married now for 1 year 4 months.
...I wonder who will read this...
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A Simple yet long over due update
Posted Jan 31, 2007
I'm getting married!
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Update time
Posted Oct 26, 2005
Alright, so i haven't been hanging around on h2g2 as much as I use to. That makes me sad. Oh well, not much can be done for it. Anyway, my life has been entertaining to say the least and i've managed to keep my self plenty busy since my last journal which was...(checks)...back in july, oh my. Looks like i have a lot of ground to cover. I finished out my summer as a camp councilor. It was most likely one of the greatest jobs I will have ever had. I have loads of wonderful camp stories, which I may tell if you ask me nicely, ever listen to a random conversation of mine, or purchase my memoires.
Now I'm back to the college thing, in wonderful Lincoln, Nebraska. I have it pretty easy class wise this half of the year. Though i'll most lilely have to make up for that in semesters to come. OH, on a side note i am no long the broadcasting major that I once was. I am now a psychology major, HOO-RAY! What's the connection you ask. There isn't one, I reply. Just seems more like where i feel called to be.
Along with college classes I am also very involved with the church here on campus. I'm involed in the worship team, singing and playing guitar. I'm participating in a Bible study on prayer, very educational. Also, I am one of the leaders of "Freshman night" where we have games, food, and Bible studies with a group of freshman from around campus. I am also attemping to mentor one of said freshmen in his spiritual journey. Thus I'm to be found at some point to be in the Lutheran Chapel at least 5 out 7 days of the week.
I also happen to be in a long term, rather serious relationship that has been going on for ONE YEAR and 2 days now. It's fantastic, Lindsey is an amazing woman of God. She's genuine, inteligent, beautiful, and one heck of a good cook. Only problem I can spot with her is she has yet to read the Guide, though she assures me she will at some point. I have faith in her.
Looking at what I've said, it seems my life is going really well, I've been tremendously blessed thus far. Now I guess I'll just wait for things to come crashing down because they can't get much better.
Well I'd best be off, Bible studies to plan and such. So i guess I'll close things up.
God Bless and toodle pip,
Skullock
On a side note, if you have Religious questions thoughts or ideas, or heck, even if you don't feel free to hit me up in a conversation.
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Wooooeeeeee
Posted Jul 10, 2005
This summer is crazy. I'm working at a camp as a counciler. It's insane. We just got internet hook ups, so i am very thankful for that. Though I lack free time. So that is all I can post for now. Hope you are all having great summers. God Bless!
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