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3 Sep 2002
Posted Sep 3, 2002
Here we go! This is my first journal entry...and, boy am I going to be brave with you....
I am recovering from 1. an eating disorder 2. a bad relationship 3. the last 36 years..... Yes, I see a therapist....
Hmmm...So, for like two days straight now I have been able to eat somewhat normal.. Yippee! Now, if I can only make it to double-digits!! The first step is behind me.... Yippee!!
It is 8 in the a.m. and I go to work today from 1100 until 2100... I am meeting a girlfriend at the Hard Rock in Berlin (it is Karaoke night)...some Swissair pilots are going to join us..( I am in aviation)---(and, NOT a stewardess!!!!!!!).....
Besides trying to learn to feed myself, I am struggling with living alone, how to fill my time, the meaning of my life....and controlling my spending... That seemed to fill my time alot these past few months... to the tune of 15,000 Euro... On what? Not sure myself, but I have loads of cool s**t in my apartment!! Ha ha.. NOT FUNNY! So, I took out a loan at the bank last week to consolidate my debts and will spend the next twelve months (hopefully) living within a budget.......
Gonna go hit the solarium before work.... nice to nap and get some rays... and this single, ex-bullimic/anorexic, neurotic wants to look good..... Never know when someone is going to fall in love with you... Right????
Colleen
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