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Still in Wales
Posted Apr 22, 2002
With no job, no money and I heartily take back what I said about my ex. Without going into detail he hurt me physically and mentally last week.
Well they say from here you can only go upwards. |I want to write another guide entry but have lost my creative drive. Maybe I'll do a post on the Paranormal or something.
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From Wales
Posted Apr 15, 2002
Bloody hell. Last couple of days have been an absolute nightmare. I have no money and am sat in my parents house in Wales.
Still don't know If I'm going to return to Brum but the sad fact is there's nothing keeping me there so what have i got to lose.
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Latest reply: Apr 15, 2002
Pants
Posted Apr 12, 2002
I didn't get the job: and the bailiffs came round. I'm going back to bed.
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Latest reply: Apr 12, 2002
New Job?
Posted Apr 9, 2002
Hmm. Interesting day. I actually managed to make the most of the day and didn't screw up with my usual finesse.
I think I might have found something I can do...and guess what!!! It's flexi-time! It was a constant inner battle though, beating down the negatives ie "oh my god! how on earth do I do this?". "why does that guy keep looking over at me and laughing?" "help they're all talking in jargon!" etc etc
I'll find out how well I did tomorrow. *sigh* or the next day. Or whenever they phone me. I wish they'd hurry up though, by rights i ought to be on benefits now but I daren't cos the Landlord won't have it. So I've had no income since Friday. Its a good job I'm on good terms with my ex. Its a shame things worked out the way they did but inside I believe he is a good person. I hope he is always my friend.
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Latest reply: Apr 9, 2002
Monday today
Posted Apr 8, 2002
I've been up all night again. feeling a bit better though. Keeping a journal is a handy thing: if I read back I can even see where the mood started to slip. Yesterday was the pits though. But my creative urges are reigniting so things are looking up. I'll go to do some voluntary work in a bit. It'll keep my mind off things, and make up for some of the recent absences. It's so nice to be valued because you are needed. I'd recommend voluntary work to anybody susceptible to despair, its like you can do nothing wrong if the job is voluntary. I won't be able to if I get the Job though...work trial tomorrow at the new place.
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Latest reply: Apr 8, 2002
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