h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

"I feel the need to protect myself too, sometimes, and I feel deep down hurt by some of the things I've just read... especially by az (I know you don't want to discuss any history with her, and fair enough... That's wise, actually.)


Yes it is wise considring some of the things that have gone on and are perhaps best left in the past.





"At the end of '05, I think it was, I thought I'd honestly had a reconciliation with her.. Now today, I've seen how she feels (again) - I've seen her trashing me before, but it always shocks me.

If it really shocks you maybe you ought ot engage your ears a little more and you mouth a little less. People want to engage in thoughtful converstion, yet even in one post you have gone from saying you wont rake over the past to doing it in the very next line.



"Ask her about the time I sent her money to help a friend of hers! I wonder if she even remembers it?

It was to help a hootoo friend who was in dire need at the time. If you are unhappy about you act of charity just say the word and i will reimburse you for the full amount. (I have never known anyone else who i hear was involved to speak of it since) Why you getting together with az and other people to help a relative stranger should lend you any future dispensation to offset your eggregious actions since is beyond me?




"I'd simply love to know what it was I did to her! (Or 3Dots for that matter - I don't even know him... although I think he's Hoo's brother or friend or something.)

You were in the eyes of nuetral by standers not jst partisan people like me rude to az on several occasions. you broke promises that az had thoughtfull and patiently brokered with you myself and other people to keep the peace. You wore down her patience and have since attempted to threaten her by revealing her RL name. Even though I dont think she would be that bothered to have people know her name you've got to admit its a nasty thing to threaten other people.

Would you like to be threatened?




"I didn't mean to go on about it all... It'll be interpreted as bad, mark my words.

Then this would have been a good point to hit the delete button rather than the post button. If you dont want to be seen as bad and know that posting certain things will make that happen then you must surely accept some responsibility for causing the situation, musnt you?



"Ah, well, all I can do is be philosophical. It's the exact opposite of what 3Dots says - I *never* wanted any conflict with anyone, but it happened, it escalated, it's well past being in my control.

Funny then that you started a thread on azs PS title "war" and have visited other peoples pS in very aggressive mode more than a few times.



Really accepting the way that people see you is there choice and that the only way you can change it (if its that important and it seems it is) is to change what you do and the way you do it. You cant harras and threaten people into thinking what you wnat them to think about you. Read some of the threads again like "views valid style sucks and imagine they were addressing me instead of you.

one love

Sod off, butt out, go away, etc. What makes you think I can ever see you as a mediator?

As far as you are concerned, everything's always beem my fault. Sorry, I don't see it that way. Despite your loud and angry denials, I have apologised for the things which were my fault, probably 10 times over, after all these years. In 2004-5 you could scare me witless, but h2g2 just isn't that important to me now, I've seen it for what it is... a gathering place of smug, and with some notable exceptions, extremely nasty people.

So, threaten away. But there's a real life out there, you know!

Oh, and I wish az would fight her own battles, instead of getting men to do it for her all the time! How on does she get you and N to do her bidding? (Well, him I understand, but you?)

Who is fighting?

No one has got any bruises or a bloody nose have they.

You say you dont want to know so why didnt you just see my name at the top of the post and ignore it or ask for it to be deleted from your PS like you've done before.

Im interested in what makes you tick it amuses me to hear you whine about the treatment you get then watch you go firing verball volleys of in all directions upsetting people even after Ive given you straight up advice about how to improve your PR.

Its fairly obvious you are as facinated by me as I am by you why else would you ask why I stick up for az?

The answer as it happens is simple: Even on the rare occasions that we disagree and she *says things* I dont like she is still a nice person.

Okay, I made an error, I should just have asked for your post to be deleted.


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Utter nonsense. I am not fascinated by you, I am scared of you. As for az, I am not saying any more.

Vicky

How is it that your scared of me?

I know Ive said some things that you havent liked, I could say exactly the same as you, yet Im not scared of you or for that matter anyone here.

What do you have to be scared of?

<< yet Im not scared of you or for that matter anyone here.

What do you have to be scared of?>>

A recurrence of the 'Della Wars'... isn't that enough?

Well like the tango a war takes to even if i tried which I probably wouldnt as long as you wernt reciprocating how could that happen again?

Was it all that bad, yes it annoyed a lot of other people, but what was there that happened that was scary or frightening to anyone?

You're having a laugh, right?

I never reciprocated, except at the beginning, when I was naive enough to think it was all just a misunderstanding, that I could clear up by telling people what really happened, or what I really meant.

Who got harmed? I did.

Oh, it was immensely entertaining for you and Hoo, and one or two others, but it was very painful for me. Lukcily, the banning which took place because of some crazy idea the mods had about punishing 'both sides' (if Hoo was banned, I should be too, even thought I'd actually done nothing), had a good side to it. After being forced away from this place, I could see it clearly, and I realised I'd got upset about the opinions of a bunch of self-righteous nongs who'd never forgive/accept or even tolerate me, unless I made a full confession of their rightness and superiority and abased myself admitting that everything I'd ever done, said or thought was wrong, bad and evil.

The consequence is that I will *never* trust some people no matter what they say or do. When I come across someone calling me "It" for instance, I just wonder about his mental health, instead of wondering what *I* did wrong. The answer's clearly nothing - I've never even encountered that particular berk in conversation!