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Did something vaguely artistic.
Posted Jul 15, 2011
Uploaded some photos I took of garden this July into gallery. 
my attempts to deal with basic software at present are quite funny..but I got there.
Garden's gone mad but in a really good way. All that work has been worthwhile. . Wild flower meadow is coming on. Soon need to cut back though to mimic animal grazing.
http://bit.ly/pVj66w
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Nightmare trip to the supermarket..and now police
Posted Jul 14, 2011
Got in from trip to supermarket. I needed to get some better quality food than from the local shop..and I wanted to push myself. Oh god what a mistake.
The traffic noise was unbearable and the speed I suddenly realised they drive, and all the aggression. I felt totally bombarded in a way I'm not normally. I kept feeling like panic attacks and imagining people staring at me...the paranoia thing. And then at the super as soon as I got in it seemed like an alien world.
These are some of the most inhuman things we ever made. Constant messages being given out over the load speaker in the strangest tone of voice...like 'have you swiped your nectar card?' at the 'self tills'. People bumbling around not looking where they are going. Staff in corners just larking about and not even bothering to look at you when they serve you at the fish counter.
I don't have a nectar card. It's a big ruse for the supermarket giants to find out what people buy..and it drives me mad when they always, but always ask, you 'do you have your nectar card'...just so you can get a few more measly points to spend, spend, spend.
It's usual with bipolar mania to go in for that. I only had it that way once..and made myself go in charity shops. Now I seem to get this 'mixed state' thing. You are high and low at the same time. Tremendous inner conflict.
But it's like seeing the world differently.
Managed to eat a bit.
The good thing is the colours of the flowers in the garden are very intense.
I still don't want to be around people. They won't get it.
(Just as I was about to post this, two police came to the door..oh christ that was scary. But they were looking for someone. So he asked me about 'upstairs'. I said different ones are always moving in and out..but no letters with that name. The one who spoke to me was huge..and then half stepped in to the hallway. He was horribly aggressive and 'don't carish' in his attitude..I tried to be jokey. I feel pretty shocked.)
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Where's Taff?
Posted Jul 13, 2011
He doesn't post here anymore. I'm worried he's banned. You never know here..they don't tell you these things. Just one day someone disappears.
And I'm sure kea is still very angry with me...I noticed she's not posted in a few days.
They were the two people I felt most comfortable with here.
Too bad I suppose..but I'll be honest I'm very upset about it.
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Latest reply: Jul 13, 2011
Good day at last
Posted Jul 13, 2011
1. A load of new potatoes, with mint and curly kale and chard from garden. Such a relief and so far not been sick. Then grapes.
2.noohootoo detail posted - looks excellent.
3.Huge relief a top Judge has finally been appointed so we can restore Law and Order and trust in our country.
And Parliament unites..and now he withdraws his bid for full takeover of bskyb.
People are finally getting the message and hopefully our culture is saved. Firestorm worked.
(I'm continuing to post here because I'm trying to avoid discussion of these things on general threads. I just feel too strongly about these things and can hardly be rational. Comes of being such a passionate person - and I'm not ashamed of that.)
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And so the Brown sniping carries on on h2g2.
Posted Jul 12, 2011
He's no saint. But there are depths of disgusting behaviour that go way beyond anything.
I'm very pleased that I'm clear about things now.
I'm going to try to avoid anymore discussions here which continue with the Brown sniping.
I believe he was fundamentally decent.
His children never appeared in public until the day he left Downing Street, and he walked down the road with them.
Big respect from me.
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