h2g2 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: Earth Edition

... to meet new friends!

Be friends with me?


Milla

Indeed...

Of ccourse...

I'm giving this location a try... not sure when I'll return to the previous one. If at all. Or if I'll need to try another or quit the place entirely.

I'll try hard not to give you away - but you have to admit, you have kept some things that are very much like your old you

Milla

Mmm. I figure I've already done so much that could give me away that the odd here and there won't hurt *that* much. I have a fairly recognisable idiolect amongst other things... I think the main thing I can hope to achieve with this space is to be left alone by those I can't trust or don't like.

Can't really reply to your journals... In case Serephina decides to invite herself over here.

Oh, awright, pumpkin. I'm trying to learn who she is, which is why she's on my lists. But I'm happy to keep things here if that helps. I very much doubt that she would have the patience to trawl through my conversations, so your place should be safe.

How are things? I haven't kept in touch, I apologise.

I felt that I should widen my hootoo horizons a little, and am tagging along with people that went to the London meet. I don't know them really, but I suppose if I lurk a little and post a little, I shall see who wants to be friends, and who I want to be friendly with. I have never been good at the multi-conversation thing, so I'm curious about how it goes.

Milla

I do not know how things are... 'Better than they could be', would be accurate. I'm not crying, I'm not feeling a screaming in my veins... I do have a recurring image of a slit throat or stabbed heart, but tis nothing more than background noise. This is an improvement on the situation I'd get into with such persistant thoughts of Suz and related things...
I've been having difficulty remembering/identitfying 'who I am' and 'what I want', losing Suz meant losing a major part of own identity with it and my motivations etc for myself and who I wanted to be. This lack of a sense of self has been difficult for me and is related to my not really knowing how things are...

And my mind is gummed-up I can't seem to keep a thought or direction without losing it. So I'm sorry for not making much sense.

's hokay dear.
I'll try and get a mail composed for you. Meanwile, know that I keep you in my heart, and wish you well and peace of mind.


Milla

meanWHile. dang keyboard. It should autocorrect!

Milla