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Posted Mar 26, 2005
Hello I just want people to tlak to me I am loosing my ideas fast so if you have methods to help me in my writing please say something. I mean I just cant think of anything good I am having a major writers block. Uhhh it annoys me cuz I need to write again I feel so empty with out doing so. So just help if you can thanks
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Latest reply: Mar 26, 2005
understanding
Posted Jan 25, 2005
Is there anyone else that feels out of place all the time. That everyone isnt like you. Do people not understand let me know. Maybe we could help each other for the more knowlage to be known. Maybe people dont understand us is because we truely like to look at everthing the way it is supposed to be. I know that sounds really serious and if you knew me in real life this is nothing like me. I just need to understand is it that we know more or do we look at things different or do we just seem so spaced out from reality we dont see the real truth please some one respond. I need the understand to help understand myself.
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help me
Posted Jan 12, 2005
Some one tell me the meaning of living on this earth and please I don’t want to hear it’s about population and God and stuff like I want the scenario that God didn’t exist and the world has enough new people. What does one life out of millions mean? I mean it hurts to be invisible the people here will never really know what or who they are really talking to unless they take the time to get to know them. Is this world as pathetic as it seems to be? Where is the silverlineing I want to see it but I cant I don’t understand no one does is there something greater out there that could have to do with our planet. I mean what if our planet is like one big field and we are the harvest and we get killed and eaten like cows I mean do you ever to take the time out of the day just to think about all the good things and bad things and other do you just scurry on with your life being careless and does what it takes to get to the top. Is that all life is? I mean we all do the same thing as the next person what is happening to our civilization is there any help we can get. Are we going to all perish because we didn’t give the time to look at something. Do you think it is not important to look at the big picture when you look at your small problems are they as bad as other peoples? I just want help I want to know if I am the only one who thinks it is bad what is happening to this Earth and that this is one just vast waste land with no help at all and were all doomed to die with nothing important. I mean is the only important thing is to get married see famous things and people and get to the top. I want to know if there are other people who have lives that walk all the time misunderstood and everyone just pushes them to the side and that they are invisible and they may have friends but they are just there because they are using you to get things. Who builds walls up to block out everything real and does want to be cold and doesn’t want to do the same thing as every one else and run a course so different it shouldn’t compare to anyone else’s and if that is the reason we were put on Earth then there is a problem on this planet on which we are all doomed to find a mate and obsess over them and then some one new and get divorced and live lives of everyone we are doomed to emptiness that was the problem with everyone of us we are bored of everything we all end up the same way we all live the same way. Emily Dickenson she became recluse made food for children and lowered baskets and poems to them and then she wore all white her father was in politics and she hated it and she never went out at all and no one came she was later discovered after her death and her father was very sad to know she never spoke her mind as well in the poems they aren’t even sure the exact time she died because she was all alone and she didn’t really want to be disturbed. That is different even if it is over a lost husband. That is different and looks at the accomplishments. I mean if we all do extremely different stuff then this world would be known for quality but till then it is not and no one is really that different from the other person and the few who are different and feel different and feel that they is more and they are searching please write to me I don’t want to be the only one. Look past everyday things and open your eyes please don’t look away we all need help I just want to understand and I want other people to understand me I want to live a life to be called my own. Please end this chaos and havoc of boringness talk to me about this. I need to know this is what I need and this is what other people need I shouldn’t be the only broken person walking around school with a fake smile always firmly planted on my face. This needs help and no one is trying I am and I hope a few read this and respond please I don’t care if it is negative or positive I want to know I am not the only one out there always in pain I bet everyone pains everyday every second. Everyone has a deep problem and that is there like an infected soar that won’t go away and I need to have help and understanding the older adults are the zombies please don’t pass the tradition walls and hate can sometimes be the best strength we can all learn people need to be open everyone. Respond don’t take this sitting down don’t let this planet go down as a loosing battle we all need some one but the pain and grieve keeps us going and you may not notice it but every one is bleeding pain is not physically only mentally when you get headaches it hurts worst that a open wound. Why everyone does has to be so blind and judgmental. No one bothers to see past the boundaries make this end. No more of all of this help us all just stop looking at you only do you know how many people you hurt a day with out meaning to? What if all the popular kids went to nobodies and then everyone wanted to be themselves and not care about anybody but the power of keeping individuality alive. I know I am not alone please don’t sit stand up take the stand and talk we are here for you we support you. Don’t die the live you could lead.
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