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Cruel Summer

The title fits my summer perfectly. I have done nothing but work, yes I have been to a few parties but not as many as I wanted. I have met an awesome guy, one that I may just trust with my heart. He is sweet, and he plays football for the college I will be attending. Good old Youngstown State University...Some of us aren't as lucky as Mike to get to Kent smiley - smiley I still Love you though! I only went out with him one night so far and we are not officially a couple although I would love to be... I'm not sure how he feels and with all honesty I'm afraid to just bring it up too soon. I'm happy where we are as kissing friends Ha Ha Ha. If he ever reads I don't know what I will do. Ok enough of that but my summer is cruel. It's hot, and boring. Yes I have money but no time to go spend it. I'm saving for school and a car when I get my liscence back which is hopefully soon. Well more later...

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Latest reply: Jun 25, 2000

The End of the Beginning is Here!!!!

Well I just got done taking the last final of my Senior Year!!! I thought I would Feel more "liberated" than I do, but maybe when I actually walk across the field it will be the exuberant feeling I thought. I am scared and I am sad which I didn't think ever possible. I know I am going to miss High school, but I also do know that there are better things to come wheather they are visible yet or not they DO exist.

Right now I am going to take a moment a pay a tribute to someone that definitely deserves it, Mike pesa (Zarquon81). You are really great person and I am thankful that I actually took the time to get to know you. Thanks for all our long talks and putting up with my $hit in English. It was more Tom than you that I was angry with. I want you to remember what was in the past is in the past and you need to realize that only you can effect your enternal destiny. NO REGRETS! Now is the time to redeem yourself for your father if you feel you need to. This journey of life is full of doubts, fears and disapointments. How you deal with them will decide the man you turn out to be! Good Luck with every thing you do. Keep your head high and that 40 tilted LoL. I have a secret to tell you and I will get your book back to you as soon as I am done Thank you!

Ok now it is time to for me to just focus on the rest of my life which I know is going to be rough, however with the skills I have aquired I am ready! I think I need to take some of my own advice and that is NO REGRETS! Well I am going to roam the halls one last time before I leave the hallways as a student here forever. smiley - smiley

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Latest reply: Jun 2, 2000

Creating masterpieces.......

I am in art class right now although it is not even my art class I am supposed to be in yearbook but I hate our teacher Ms. Fox she is a major well I shouldn't use profanity so I will say Yukky Head!! I am so bored right now and for some god awfull reason I can not get this certain someone off of my mind. I wish we still talked to each other but we hate each other right now. I hopw as soon as graduation is over with I can tell him I still wish we were at least friends. Another thing I am bummed about us that we have to wear all white the day of graduation for our senior breakfast and well I went and bought these pair of pants and a shirt and now we find out that we can't wear pants that the girls have to wear skirts. I hate skirts with a passion and they won't make any exceptions so I have decided that I may not go to the breakfast. Well I will write some more later!!

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Latest reply: May 24, 2000

Wasting away like a Biodegradable substance........

Ha Ha silly title but thats' how I feel. I have done nothing all weekend and feel as though my life is just decomposing with every waking hour of boredom. I am determined however that as soon as summer comes I will have a job and and I will be out very night partying until college starts. I hope I have a life this summer last year I drove around the whoel tiem and came hoem and played online. My friend Kate and I had no lives it was the best summer. We established we had two other friends in our life that we never knew existed their names are Bennie and Billie and they say Hi! Well I am going tp waste away some where else.

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Latest reply: May 21, 2000

Tear Stained Cheeks.....

Well it is Friday finally!!! I could not be happier schhol is over for the week. Tomorrow is our district finals track meet and this girl that just started to do the evnt is throwing and I am not I am very uset. I have been doing it longer and in my opinion I throw better than her too. My parents don't know I am really not throwing because they will be mad. My grades have fallen because of track and if they know I am going for nothing they will be even more mad. I cried today when I realized I am done LoL Pathetic yes!!! But I do secretly love doing it. I can't believe my coach didn't let me throw he saysI will still letter but that isn't the point I wantto throw I want to compete in one last meet.

Let's see what else happend today...Oh yes I had my Tarot cards read it is against my religion but I do not care it was awesome. A boy in school does it and he is actually good every thing he said is happening in my life and is what I am thinking about. I was stunned beyond believement I almost cried. He only had enough time to do a seven card reading he said he can continue another day. I am still astonished by iyt I todl my mom and she was shocked too. I thought she might be mad but she has always believed thats tuff true and now I have actually experienced it. Well more later Hugs and Kisses smiley - smiley

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Latest reply: May 19, 2000


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