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Well let's see I am once again going crazy I think insanity is just the way I was supposed to be. I am not doing so great in school and I am constantly stressed out!! I have one more track meet left and I could not be happier. This year was not the best for me in fact I didn't improve at all. SOmetimes i just wish i woudl have not done track this year, but I am not a quitter so I am stuck with it for one more day! We got our prom pictures back today and I looked so horrible. I look like I was drunk my date Mike looked nice but I don't know I was smilling too much or something it is hideous!! We are doing this protest poster for Art and I am doing it against abortion I can't seem to find anything about it! I know as soon as I am done with it there will be thousands of articles about abortion!!!! Oh yes 11 more days of school and I will officially be a college freshman!!! Wow I used a lot of !!! in my writing today I guess I am very dramatic today or soemthing!!! LoL LoL This journal is boring so I will write later when I have something more interesting to say BYe-Byes smiley - smiley

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Latest reply: May 17, 2000

Regaining some sanity......

Well today was another great day in Hell (School) did the usual work, walked the halls, and laughed my butt off at this kid in English class who talks to himself!!! Yeah, we are all just a little crazy. However, when I got home from track practice my mom called the college where I got the scholarship to and aked if I could still accept it and they said YES!!! So now I am a little less stressed. Now, tomorrow as my stomach in knots!! I have to take an advanced placement test in Chemistry to try and get college credit for the courses I have taken in high school. Last year I took the Spanish one and I failed it so I am a little afraid of being stupid again. I don't really believe they graded the spanish one properly because I can carry on a conversation with any hispanic person so I think I know spanish good!!! Well that is enough for today Wish me Luck!! I need it Ha Ha smiley - smiley

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Latest reply: May 15, 2000

I've officially lost my mind and then some....

Well today I decided I would finish applying for scholarships that I have neglected for months now. I have many deadlines to meet and not enough time to even do it now. I was looking for the papers to fill out and guess what????? I lost them all so as for money for school unless I get all the scholarships I have already applied for I am S.O.L. (Shit Outta Luck) This sucks majorly my mom is yelling at me for my irrespponsibility and I am yelling at myself for my stupidity. I'm a smart kid things like this don't happen to me or up until now I tought they didn't. I also lost the acceptance letter to a scholarship I already received and now have missed the dealine to accept it. That new movie out called Screwed must be about my life! smiley - smileyWell I'm off in search of these papers some more although it seems to be a lost cause. I'll keep you informed of my financial state and progress.

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Latest reply: May 14, 2000

Approaching the end of the beginning.....

Well, I am exactly 16 days away from the end of this little part of our lives that is said to be the best. The best I am not so sure I would classify it as the best, but then again I haven't lived very long. Most importantly it's over and I thought I knew what I was doing with my life, but back by popular believe I am more confused and scared than I have ever been in my entire life. Don't get me wrong I am not the sobbing type who when I walk across that stage will be in tears because it's over I'm the type that if it is tears they will be tears of joy. I have not really thought of a back up plan to my plan. I thought I'll go to school GTE my degree and make the big bucks. Now other thoughts are going through my mind all the famous What ifs seniors across the world go through. I know I may be just paranoid but hey like Murphy says What can go wrong will so I guess paranoia is just making me aware. I can honestly say that I am graduate at the semi top of my class which is some reassurance to success. Oh yes and I can say I made a lot of friends too. Now I'm not the majorly popular one but everyone pretty much knows who I am. I have "REAL" friends not fake ones that I know I will see after graduation and I have the acquaintances that I would rather not see again not even at our class reunion in a few years. Well, I guess I will write the next time my brain feels a need to pour out thoughts....Until then smile... Frowning gives you wrinkles

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