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Epiphany -- This is my Dream
Posted Dec 11, 2004
I am in a place that is undefined. Then I see Jason (my EX highschool boyfriend). He speaks to me,
"Leiann. Leiann!"
and I am feeling bad because I feel as though he were mad at me.
Then Matthew Meloche (a Catholic Christian friend of mine) manifested and said,
"Leiann. Leiann!"
I turn to Matthew; and as I turn, Jason disappears. Matthew then says,
"Pay attention."
Then he --my redhaired, blue-eyed handsome friend-- disappears. I am left alone and the undefined
place becomes a room. In this room, the four walls can be imagined (by you) as a typical room that is
without furniture.
As I stand in this sparse room, in Matthew's place there appears a being. This being is without gender
but mostly looks like a boy with short brown hair and brown eyes. The boy --in his generic dark blue
fleece sweater-- then asks me,
"What do you want me to do?"
But as I thought, I could not think of what to tell him. Instead I told him, "Do as you will."
The boy's eyes then turned completely bloodred (pupils, irises, everything), and he turned his back on
me. I sense I had done something terrifically wrong. As I sensed this --with concerted grief-- the boy
then walked away from me.
I quickly followed him, thinking that he would do bad things. As I followed him, I then saw that another
joined him. This one looked the same as him except I couldn't tell what colour his eyes were.
I thought as I saw these two marching together:
"I have made a mistake. By god, I need to correct it. I am sorry, I am sorry. Please, I now know
what to say."
I looked at the sky as I said this, and I furthermore said:
"I want to fix this! I now know what to say. I repent. Please let me correct this mistake."
But the sky did not change. When I first followed the boy, the sky was dark, brooding, with electric
purple lightning that laced throughout its clouds.
Finally, I said again and again, "I repent. I repent."
Then the sky changed (instantaneously changed) from dark and brooding to that of bright white light.
The clouds changed from dark to white; and from out of them, there shot electric white lightning.
The lightning hit the two boys, and they immediately fell away. They disappeared; and in their place,
there manifested a man (tall and handsome) in black who looked like Neo from the Matrix.
He then said to me:
"Follow me."
I stared at him and I decided to follow without doubt.
He led me to a giant expansive oak tree, which simply manifested as though I had entered a new
scene. The tree had its roots deep into the earth, and they spread out all across the land in both north,
south, east and west. Its tree top --its branches-- looked as though cities of people could be held
there. I was in awe of this tree.
The man in black then said,
"Go up into its branches. Hold tight and don't let go when the tree shakes."
I went up into the tree (simply manifested into its branches), and there I made myself comfortable.
Others were present, and they walked throughout the branches as though they were city streets.
But after my scare, I first (and only) wanted to sit there and be sure to not let go when the tree was
shaken.
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Map of England
Posted Dec 11, 2004
http://www.picturesofengland.com/mapofengland/counties-map.html
http://www.maproom.co.uk/maps/brit/england.html
I downloaded this map so that could I add a script to it and an X marking the spot of where I first want to land. But when I tried to upload the damned thing into my angelfire webspace, I was thrawted and I could not post the map. Dammit!
Well, I will write again what I wanted to say:
I am fascinated with England! In fact, I place my story about ViveAnn near and around Bristol at the time of the 18th century. But I am still figuring out whether she should be in England during the EARLY, or mid, or late 18th century.
About ViveAnn:
She is from that time and place of 18th century England. But she simply arrives there from another universe (place and time).
I have two special loves that I keep as an intimate couple. Oh they are my simple friends, and I am not involved with them as though it were a menage a trois.
>>My two special loves are History and Science.<<
ViveAnn is from 21st century earth (which is NOW and HERE), but she somehow has always dreamt of another time and place far removed from her yet still close enough to touch her. Hmmm...
Why did she dream such dreams?
Simply because she has psychic abilities or her mind can know about another reality (universe) parallel to that of where and when she exists.
Now I am just simply fascinated with 18th century England. Whewf! God damn, I just love the science that was emerging there.
I love Mathematics because it looks pretty to me; and the men who write math are like poets if they write a love note to me.
So, to go on: ViveAnn manifests from her time and place to that of 18th century England, which is in another universe. I wanted to show my modified map but this way is not so bad. Actually this is unexpectedly better because my original idea was to just talk about my plan to come to England to do my Master Degree.
Oh right! I am absent-minded sometimes. I forgot to mention that not in the 2005 fall semester but in the 2006 fall semester will I either be able to do a Master Degree in the universities of Canda or England.
I plan to apply to Dalhousie in Nova Scotia (closer to England than here) and certainly to Bristol University in Glouchestershire. I have to also find out more about British Universities. ...All I want to hear is encouragement! However, please offer me whatever details (good or bad) to help me along because maybe I will get an unexpected surprise, which would really prove to be pleasantly surprising.
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3rd Story ...A Dream of a Skeleton Man
Posted Dec 11, 2004
I awoke on a coffin that was steeped in the ground. The coffin laid crooked.
I got off the lid, and I stepped back. The coffin lid slid slightly off. Then I got a look inside.
Inside, there was the body of a skeleton man still clothed but his clothes looked like armour with a grey-
silver glint. His bone-cage chain-mail hung closely against him; and this is what I first noticed.
Then the head rolls out of the coffin through the ajar opening. The severed head looks like that of a
macrabre Hallowe'en skull made of plastic, which was painted in skull grey with lines of red and yellow
highlighting its scary features.
I stare at the head as it rolls onto the ground and I step further back.
The head then rolls away from me and not toward me. The scene then changes.
My mom shows up and she brings in a new head to put onto the skeleton body. The coffin is
completely opened and she places the new skeleton head onto the neck and shoulders of the laid out
dead man. My mom then disappears and the scene changes again.
Now the skeleton body arises. He stands up and adjusts his new head. He then grins a comical, if not
a maniacial grin, best seen on the faces of those villians who are perfectly mad.
He then says, "Little girl. I am going to have fun with you."
To that I reply, "Not so scary man. I don't play with dead men."
I then run away because, at that point, I decide to hide from this skeleton joker.
But then I sensed that there were girls trapped in the hold (the control) of this macrabre skeleton. So I
decided to turn back and to seek out the home of this dread armour-clad roman soldier (the skeleton
knight I feared).
I then manifested from out of the forest, in which I first awoke upon the coffin, into the open valley that
sat inbetween the mountain range. The sky was clear blue and there was no storm brewing.
From out of the forest across the valley to the other side, I then happened upon the cave entrance to
(what I sensed to be) the skeleton man's home. I entered the cave.
The entrance was not so scary. However, I walked into a dark, dank, dew-drenched cave hallway
throughout which I finally got to the pool locker room that was the dread knight's home.
[This locker room looked like any recreational room you can think of (so imagine that).]
In the locker room, I see the girls --aged 8 to 24-- in their school uniforms, strung up in shackles and
chains. I fret and I try to think of how to release them from such bondage. I then realize I could
remove their chains by the act of my will.
But the grave knight enters the scene, and he stared at me. I then hastened the girls, I so far freed, to
follow me out of the locker room, into the cave hallway, and out of the cave entrance to finally be free
in the open valley.
The freed girls acquiesced and we ran together first out of the locker room, then into the cave hallway,
and out of the cave entrance. But the bone man manifested to block me from escaping since I kept
myself as the last to step foot out of the cave entrance.
However...
I manifested a stick, and I drew a line across the sand between the entrance, myself and the dread
bone man. Because of that line, he could not reach me to grab a hold of me.
I then stepped out of the cave entrance and turned my back on him.
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Weblink to Cartoon Portraits of Leiann (myself)
Posted Dec 10, 2004
http://www.angelfire.com/hero/alynnaserenity/index.html
Find out what two Cartoon Portraits of ME!, Leiann, looks like.
They both show how I wear my hair, my face, and aspects of my personality.
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Cartoon portraits of Leiann (myself)
Posted Dec 10, 2004
http://www.angelfire.com/hero/alynnaserenity/images/Viveann.jpg
http://www.angelfire.com/hero/alynnaserenity/images/Leiann_Hill.jpg
Click on each of the above links for you to then see cartoon portraits of ME!, Leiann.
Each portrait shows how I wear my hair and my personality.
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